The Ivory Tower [NC-17] (J/C Q) Christina Wilson CWilson980@aol.com May 1997 Yes, I borrowed freely from a great many places...Especially the TNG episode with Picard and his merry crew. There is a bit of consentual sex at the end. Nothing graphic, but I'll still give this a NC-17 rating. All the usual disclaimers apply. The characters belong to Paramount (Viacom and whomever else), but what they do between episodes, between scenes, and in my rather dangerous mind are my concern (no matter what anybody says). This is, after all, my alternate universe. Positive feedback is always welcome, as are useful suggestions. Feel free to send this story--unchanged--to friends, just please keep my name, disclaimer, and any notes attached. OK to archive in the ASC, not anywhere else. THE IVORY TOWER: He leaned across her desk and stared hard in her eyes. "When is the Captain of this ship going to leave her ivory tower..." She sputtered something, "What are you talking about. I'm not in some tower, the crew can come to me anytime. My door..." "That is not what I'm talking about, *Captain.* You may talk to the crew, discuss their problems and needs. But you have still cut yourself off from us. Dammit Captain, this ship has become our home and family--and you have cut yourself off from those who love you..." "Captains do not become emotionally involved with their crew..." "And seventy year missions in the middle of nowhere are the norm," he said sarcastically. "Stop pretending this is the normal, average StarFleet mission. It hasn't been since we destroyed the array." He looked at her and spoke more quietly. "I can't decide if you truly believe that tomorrow we'll find a way home, or that if you believe you must for the crew." "Crew morale is important..." "And is fine. Yes we have our dark days. But everybody on this ship has realized that we won't get home tomorrow. And I suspect many if not all realize that this adventure will eventually end on a planet that we will claim as our home. Almost all. Kathryn the crew has accepted this, why can't you?" He looked in her eyes and for the first time noticed she was close to tears. Instinctively he reached up to touch her cheek. She pulled back, but not before she'd revealed and hidden her love and desire. He smiled. "Why do you continuously fight this." "Commander..." Her mind was racing. He was right, but she wouldn't or couldn't admit to it. It was admitting defeat. Wasn't it? His voice softened. "Life out here isn't so bad. We've seen places no one has even dreamed of. *We* could find happiness, if you'd only let us..." His voice faded away. "Admit that we won't get home..." "No, admit that we love each other. Gods know I love you." Her eyes closed, when they opened they were still a hint of anger. He straightened up and cut off her retort with, "Home is where the heart is..." He looked at her, trying to decide if he should stay or go. Finally he decided to leave. He just nodded to Tuvok and went to his office. Sitting down he looked at the desk surface and ran his hands through his hair. He wondered if he had just secured permanent passage in the brig or if she would ever speak to him again. Janeway stood leaning on her desk, trying to bring her swirling emotions back under control. Didn't he realize that they had to work together. It wasn't as she liked maintaining the status quo. She closed her eyes and sat down. Oomph. She stood quickly and faced the sole inhabitant of her chair. "Q, what are you doing here?" "My, my Kathy lass, in a bit of an Irish temper aren't ye," he said in an ersatz Irish accent. "Are ye going to let him get away with that...Throw him in the brig. And Kathy lass, I think you should throw away the key." "Go away," she didn't feel like arguing with anybody. He smiled, "You puny humans, so wrapped up in their emotions. You do love him, admit it Kathy..." She glared at him, "I do not. Anyway its none of your business." She tapped her comm-badge. "Intruder alert..." She looked around. "Q return me to my ship. Q! Where the hell are you?" She looked at her new surroundings--Q was no where to be seen. A small room with only two pieces of furniture--a bed and a chair. She moved to walk toward the small window in the wall and became aware that she wasn't in uniform. She was wearing a long red dress, belted around her waist and to make movement harder, the damn dress had a train. She reached down and angrily grabbed the train and carried it as she walked toward the window. The view was definitely not Voyager. "Computer, end program?" She wasn't surprised when nothing happened. "Q?" Chakotay almost threw the PADD on the floor. What was it about her: she had it in her power to make him so angry. Yet she was the one who'd shown him how to find peace. "If it makes you feel better, she's angry too..." Q's voice trailed off into laughter as Chakotay whirled about to face him. "Greetings Chuckles." "Go away, and leave us in peace..." Q smiled. "An interesting choice of words, considering." He moved to sit on the Commander's desk, ignoring the vicious looks the Indian was giving him. "Now about the fair Kathryn. I can understand you're admiration of her. She is a remarkable woman. But she does need your assistance, so time's a wasting--Chuckles you have a damsel in distress to rescue." He snapped his fingers and both disappeared in a flash of light. "Torres to bridge." "Tuvok here, Lieutenant?" "Is the Captain there, I've been trying to contact her for the past five minutes." "No. Tuvok to Janeway." No answer. The bridge became silent, then Tom broke the silence. "Maybe she and the Commander are..." The crew laughed. "It is highly unlikely that Captain Janeway and Commander Chakotay would choose to..." The Vulcan paused and continued skipping that thought. "The Commander left her ready-room ten minutes ago. Computer, locate Captain Janeway." "Captain Janeway is not on the ship." The crew was very silent now. Tom instinctively cut the engines and brought the ship to a halt. "Tuvok to Commander Chakotay." Again no response. "Computer locate Commander Chakotay." "Commander Chakotay is not on the ship." Tuvok looked at the data he'd been pulling up. "Mr. Kim, have the senior staff report to the briefing room in five minutes. And ask Lieutenant Rogers to report to the bridge. She will be in command of the bridge." "Yes sir." Chakotay looked around. A few hundred curses running through his head. "Computer, end program..." Well it had been a chance. "Q, where the Hell am I. And where's the Captain?" A few twittering birds responded. He reached to tap his commbadge--it wasn't there. He realized he was wasn't in his uniform. He was wearing a dark coarsely woven tunic that reached to his knees and some sort of leggings and boots. He looked around as StarFleet training kicked in. Assess the situation, figure out where he was. Terrible and no clue were the answers to that question. He looked at the big tree he was under. He looked closer. "Oak?" He ran his hand over the trunk. Then he picked a leaf. Most definitely some sort of oak. He heard a noise and ducked. There it was again. He quickly climbed the tree, not knowing who or what was approaching. Silently he watched as three horsemen road out of the woods and stopped under the tree. Chakotay watched, becoming more puzzled as the three riders proved to be humans and the animals were definitely horses. It was some sort of game. Q liked playing games, he remembered reading about them. He'd done a lot of reading about Q during the SOB's most recent visit. "His Lordship will not be happy that we return empty handed," the taller rider said. "He keeps the Lady Kathryn locked in a tower until they can find a cure for her malaise." The third rider just laughed. "Her malaise, is that his Lordship is planning to marry her off to a man she does not love." The threesome laughed, then the taller one spoke again. "We still have a day's travel before us." "Aye, and with unpleasant welcomes. We mustn't be late." Chakotay waited until he could no longer hear them, before climbing out of the tree. "Q!" There was no response. He scanned the ground, noting the horses were shod, and one was missing a nail. He had no idea where he was heading--but the horsemen did. That was assuming Lady Kathryn was his Kathryn. Kathryn Janeway leaned out the window. She too was assessing her situation, and without rope she wasn't getting out that way. She turned to look around her room. A single door to her left. "Q, where am I? What sort of games are you playing." No response. "What a surprise," she added. "Is this some sort of revenge for not procreating with you?" She moved to the door, balancing the train on her arm. "People used to move in these sort of things." She grabbed the handle, nothing. "Locked. Now why am I not surprised." She kneeled down and looked out--some sort of staircase spiraled out of sight. "A phaser," she muttered, not bothering to hide her frustration. "A phaser would be real useful about now." There was a laugh behind her. She didn't bother to turn. "Well?" She asked, trying very hard to keep her temper under control. "Aye Kathy lass?" Q said. "Are...My name is Kathryn, not Kathy lass or other such..." She closed her eyes and counted to ten. "Are you planning to tell me what is going on?" "You're a scientist, figure it out. But I will tell you, help is on the way." "Voyager. I knew I could count on them to find me..." She turned to look at him, he was laughing hard. "Not Voyager, just one, another puny human, but one a little more honest in his feelings than a certain lass..." He snapped his fingers and vanished. She still had no idea what was going on--except that Chakotay had also been dragged into this fantasy of Qs. The senior staff sat around the table for twenty minutes: they'd been discussing what had happened. They were in the process of conducting a complete sweep of the area and Harry had gone over the logs for the thirty minutes before the two commanding officers had vanished. "There's nothing. No temporal displacements, nothing anomalous at all. No one else is missing, no one saw anything..." Harry shook his head. "The scans are 75 percent complete, there are no M-class planets in this sector, no signs of another ship..." "They just vanished," B'Elanna said pointedly. "I've detected no signs of foul-play..." Tuvok started to say, but Tom cut him off. "Murder! The Commander's in love...He'd...I mean..." Tom flushed and stopped speaking. "Illogical as it seems, it was an option that needed to be examined. The Commander had appeared very angry when he'd left her ready-room..." "Vulcans," Tom murmured. Tuvok just lifted his eyebrow. Kes stood, "I was wondering if there was some way they could be taken from this ship?" B'Elanna shook her head, "There would be a signature left behind, molecular disturbance, an energy reading. That kind of mechanical transfer..." Kes interrupted. "Not mechanical--I'm not even sure if it's biological..." She looked at Tuvok, then the Doctor. "Q." "It would explain the lack of data," Tuvok said. "And why we can't find them," Harry added. Kathryn sat down. She'd been over her small room several times. There was no way she was getting out of there, without help. She looked down at the sampler who-ever-she-was had been working on. The delicate stitches were very pretty. "Q this isn't even funny. Couldn't you bring the monthly energy consumption reports. Hell, I'd settle for the Talaxian recipe book, Neelix is putting together." She looked at the embroidery again. "Or again, I could try to figure out how one does this without going blind." She picked up the needle and pushed it through the fabric, straight into her finger. "Damn!" There was a feminine shriek, "Lady Kathryn, what would your father say..." "My father died 15 years ago..." Startled, she turned and looked at the older woman... "Aye Mi Lady, he did, but his Lordship has been like your father for most of your life..." She placed the tray she was carrying down. "Dinner." The woman backed out the door, and Kathryn heard the sound of the key turning. Whatever was for dinner, it didn't smell like an improvement over Neelix's grundle bean casserole. Chakotay had set up camp with the setting sun, complete with a small fire, he smiled as he looked at the flames--it had only taken him an hour to start it. "Well, here I am. In the middle of who knows where, hungry...Q I hope you are enjoying this. I'm definitely not." He tossed another branch in angrily and watched the sparks shoot up. "Nice fire," a voice said behind him. "Mind if we join you?" "No, come ahead." Chakotay said warily. Two men stepped out of the night. "You should be more careful, stranger," one said. "The woods are not a safe place." "I have nothing. I'm..." What, he thought. "I'm not from these parts." There was a snort. "As if we couldn't tell. No one around here wears such a mark on them." Chakotay almost laughed. The tattoo--it would be a dead give away that he didn't belong where ever here was. "It's a symbol of my people." "You must be a long way from home." Chakotay noticed the second one kept his face wrapped and didn't speak. "Very. Can you tell me how to reach the place where Lady Kathryn lives..." "Another one. Ever since his lordship offered a reward to whomever could cure his daughter, they've been crawling out of the woodwork." The speaker laughed. "In exchange for the sharing your fire?" Chakotay shrugged. "Of course. I don't have..." The man laughed. "We know." The other man handed him a skinned rabbit. "Cook this, there's plenty for the three of us stranger." Kathryn looked out her window, the waxing moon was almost full. She yawned. "Q, couldn't you have at least booked a room with the basic amenities." There was no bath, and no toilet. Just a chamber pot. That had been embarrassing and uncomfortable to use. And, for a lack of a better term, *gross.* Yawning, she looked at the heavy wooden bed. Somewhere she'd seen pictures of beds like that. It looked more uncomfortable and unsanitary than she remembered. However, the floor looked even more uncomfortable. She slipped off all the layers of clothing until she was wearing only her cotton shift. She looked at the bed, and closed her eyes as she crawled into it. Chakotay woke before the sun, damp and cold. During the night the fire had gone out. He grumbled something about a warm bed and environmental controls, before remembering his two still slumbering guests. In the half light of the predawn, he could see them just starting to stir. Gods, he hoped Q was enjoying this. It really would be a shame for all his misery (and Kathryn's too, he was sure) to be wasted. "Good morning," he said to the first stranger. "Yes, don't bother with a fire. We should get out of here, before his Lordship's men happen upon us." He kicked his partner, who grunted. Chakotay just nodded, again wondering who they were. And where he was... "It's along walk to his Lordship's castle. It will take you almost two days. It just happens were going that way--at least to the village of Amesbury-on-Lavon." The two had gathered their few belongings and were ready to go. Chakotay just nodded and followed them. By mid morning, Kathryn Janeway was really bored. Breakfast had been a rather indescribable gruel. She found herself missing Neelix's leola roots. Bored, and frustrated. She'd spent a hour examining the outside wall of her prison tower. She'd even examined the blankets and filthy linens to see if they could be ripped to make a rope. The servant had returned and brought a small instrument for her to play--her only comment had been that Lady Kathryn used to enjoy playing it... She'd tried playing it. Anything to keep from becoming overly bored. The recorder wasn't too difficult--she found that she could actually play a recognizable tune...She stopped when she recognized it. It was a song that she'd heard many times on new Earth and in his office. *An old love song of his people.* "Q?" She whispered. "Why are you doing this?" There was a flash, and her tormentor appeared. "Mi Lady. Not enjoying yourself." He flashed a smile at her, "Does that tune you were playing have a special meaning for you?" She didn't answer that. "I'm having fun, why aren't you? He reached over, took her hand and gave a courtly bow before disappearing. She raised her eyes and stared at the ceiling. Harry kicked the table leg as he sat down for lunch. "Good afternoon Tom," he said grouchily. Tom just grunted. "We've conducted every known scan of the sector...Nothing. What's going on???" "Harry, getting angry is not going to help." "I don't know how you can sit there, calm?" "Trust me, I don't like this any better than you do. But there is only so much you can do against a Q..." "Bloody Bastard, why the Captain and the Commander..." Tom almost laughed. "Because she turned him down, jealousy, curiosity. He feels inclined to play matchmaker..." Harry almost smiled. Amesbury wasn't much of a village. The first thing Chakotay noticed was the smell. His two traveling companions didn't seem to mind. They walked straight up to the small tavern. Chakotay quickly distanced himself from them, when he noticed the quiet- one slip out a hand and cut the purse of a drunk lying across the table. As he was about to leave, he noticed a knife lying by the door. Bending down he picked it up and slipped out the door. He made his way to the end of the village. He'd been told the way to his Lordship's castle. Looking at the sun in the western sky, he calculated the he had about three hours before the sunset. Kathryn lay on her bed staring at the ceiling, wondering what was beyond. She looked at the food tray. "Coffee, strawberries and cream. That is the first thing I'm going to eat when I get back. Then I think I'll read the sanitation system reports while eating caramel brownies with vanilla ice cream." She stopped when she heard a knock. "Enter," she called out, then stood. Two men entered her chamber. The first was only a little taller than herself and dressed in high quality robes. The second was taller still and wearing a dark brown woolen robe. "Lady Kathryn," the shorter man said. She looked at him. "Who the hell are you?" The taller one crossed himself and began muttering something in a language she did not understand--but she realized her mistake. "Excuse me, my Lord." She was improvising--having no idea to whom she was talking. "You startled me." The shorter one looked at her. "See brother, she is under some sickness. But she is improving. She no longer rants. And her maid says she is eating again." "I understand why you keep her locked up. But people are beginning to talk. Perhaps she should make an appearance at the banquet for your nephew." The tall man held up a hand to silence the protest. "A short one. Lady Kathryn can control herself for a short time?" Kathryn calmly replied, "Yes, my lord." She looked at both men. Whatever was happening, she wanted no part. "Good night, Lady Kathryn." She watched them leave. "Q, where are you? Q!?" She didn't dare raise her voice. Chakotay lay down by his fire. He felt a little guilty about the petty crimes he'd committed. Stealing..."Oh hell," he muttered. "It isn't like this is real..." But at least he'd eaten and found something a little warmer to wear. He'd be at the castle late tomorrow late. He stared up a the stars: he needed a plan. And some idea what Q's intentions were. He rolled himself up in the robe he'd *found,* and fell asleep. Chakotay looked around the castle grounds. The place was teeming with activity. He spent the day helping here, asking some questions there. Nobody asked who he was. The servants and workers were willing to gossip as they worked. Apparently his lordship was preparing for a banquet to celebrate the betrothal of his nephew to a daughter of nearby baron. He frowned as his thoughts trailed off to the Captain and Voyager. He did learn that she was living in the north tower. The rumors that she was very sick caused him to almost panic--but then he heard she was to attend the banquet. Apparently her health was improving. The maid held up an exquisite blue silk dress. "Mi Lady, his Lordship would like you to wear this tonight." Kathryn fingered it and smiled. "Its lovely." The maid smiled as Kathryn slipped into the dress and then helped her secure the fastenings. "You must be happy to finally be allowed out of this room." *If you only knew...* Janeway thought. "Yes. It will be a pleasant change." Kathryn felt everybody's eyes on her as she entered the large room. She felt extremely uncomfortable as her servant carefully guided her to where she should sit. There was food laid out on the tables, most of it looking unappetizing and unsanitary. She closed her eyes and prayed that the doctor could cure any type of food poisoning she might contract. She heard the guests whisper about her, but tried to ignore them. Kathryn watched the others around her grab the food off the trays, eat some and toss the remains to ground; where a number of dogs were busy cleaning up. She almost laughed. The woman sitting next to her asked something. Kathryn nodded and was handed some sort of meat. No forks--she was expected to eat with fingers? Again she looked around, obviously yes she was. She'd finished eating and was hoping she could leave when she became aware of someone watching her. A comfortable feeling settled on her. She looked around slowly and saw him. With a lot of effort she didn't smile or acknowledge his presence. She just knew that he knew she'd seen him. He was wearing a long robe with a hood. Hiding that tattoo, (she smiled) that familiar, sensuous tattoo didn't fit into this place. Chakotay was relieved to see her. This evening was the first time he'd seen her and confirmed it really was the Captain. He'd been unable to take his eyes off her, until she'd noticed him. He looked away quickly then. Hoping no one else noticed. A quick glance told him that everybody was too busy to have noticed. He smiled. They probably wouldn't have noticed if he'd been a Klingon warrior complete with Bat'leth. There was also a good chance that many would soon be drunk. He slipped out, the only person who noticed was Kathryn. She felt a hand on her shoulder. "Lady Kathryn," her servant whispered. "You have done well today." Janeway nodded, the servant continued. "You should not overdo your first day. Perhaps you are ready to leave. Mi Lady?" Janeway stood and looked around. Silently she followed her servant back to her tower chambers. She stepped into her quarters, followed by her maid. "Mi Lady." The servant unfastened the blue dress. "I'd like to keep the dress," Kathryn said. "I know it was exciting, Lady Kathryn. But you need your sleep. You have improved in the last couple of days." Reluctantly Kathryn allowed the dress to be removed. Anything else would cause suspicion. The maid curtsied and stepped out of the room. Kathryn listened as the door was locked. She moved to the window and looked out. The moon had yet to rise. He was probably hiding in the shadows. She looked down at the white shift she was wearing. It would be an awkward dress to wear on an escape. She should probably try to sleep and looked at the bed. Her stomach fluttered, she knew she would not be able to sleep. She leaned out the window and looked around again. Then she looked up at the stars. "It seems so strange," she muttered to herself. "The Big Dipper, Cassiopeia...The constellations of home, and yet they're not." She turned to look at her room. "Q, is this strictly for your amusement?" Of course there was no response. She picked up her recorder and started to play. Quietly she played the same melody that she'd been playing for two days. Hoping he would hear it and come to her. Chakotay stood in the shadows. There was no one about. He'd hidden the robe with the other supplies he had stolen. All he carried was a knife and the rope. Then he heard it. A lonely sound, but a familiar one. He started to hum along as he moved closer to the tower. He stopped and looked around one last time before he crossed the last open space. No one. At the base of the tower, he debated on how to signal her. Then decided silence was better. Stepping away he tossed the rope and grinned as it perfectly arced its way into the window. Kathryn heard the thump of the landing rope and turned quickly. She grabbed it and looked around for a secure place to tie it. The only thing was the bed. She checked the knot and went to the window and whistled quietly. She was rewarded with a gentle tug at the rope. Her smile grew bigger as she watched her first officer climb the rope. Suddenly feeling skittish she moved away from the window. She moved the candle as she watched him stuff his broad shoulders through the window. Neither spoke as they stared at each other. "Captain." "Commander." They said simultaneously. Their uncomfortableness with the situation didn't dissipate. Chakotay watched her and smiled: she smiled at him. "The moon will be up soon." She just nodded, then turned away. "I don't think escaping this place is the answer. Q is in control of this *game.*" She shuddered when he put his hands on her shoulders. "We don't have much choice," he whispered, then started to hum the melody that she'd been playing earlier. She froze at the sound, it seemed so seductive coming from his lips. "You recognized that song." His fingers were stroking her neck, she could barely think. Her whole body was responding to his presence, his touch, the desire that so obviously filled his being. "How could I not." She could feel his breath on her neck, hear his hunger in the raspiness of his voice. "Its a song about two lovers who finally realize they belong to each other." His lips grazed her cheek. His hands slid down her arms and wrapped around her waist. "Kathryn?" He kissed her cheek again and felt her start to tremble, his hands continued to caress her up over her breasts, to her neck and down again. He pulled her close and turned her to face him. His fingers now running through her hair, down her back setting her skin on fire. Their eyes lit with their passion as she reached up to touch his face. He leaned down to kiss her lips. The contact was shattering, electrifying. The kiss became hungrier as their tongues entwined. She pulled back and gasped for air. Her eyes never left his as she reached up to undo the ties of her underdress. He watched her finger untie the first two, before moving her hands aside and finishing the job himself. He slid the dress off her shoulders and watched it fall to the ground, revealing her to him completely. She blushed under his intense scrutiny, but moved her hands to the ties on his shirt. Slowly she pulled it off as he undid the rest of his clothing. When they were both undressed he pulled her to him and they embraced reveling in the contact of skin on skin. Their hands roamed over each other as they collapsed on the bed. Kathryn woke first, her mind vaguely aware of the familiarness of her surroundings. She felt his arms still around her and snuggled in closer. He tightened his hold. "We should..." She stopped. "Chakotay?" "Hmmm." "I don't think we're in the castle anymore," she said as she sat up, pulling the clean sheet up to cover herself. He sat up. "Voyager." He laughed, "Good, I wasn't looking forward to climbing down that rope. It would have been hard with you in that dress..." She nipped his cheek, "Thinking I couldn't have done it?" "No, of course not Captain, it's just would have been awkward with you in those clothes. And even more so if you'd had to remove them." As he spoke he pulled the sheet down from around her and leaned down to take her left breast into his mouth. She moaned softly and bent down to kiss the top of his head. "Captain, welcome back. How was...What did you..." Tom gave up and sat down at his station. Janeway looked around the bridge, she almost laughed at the combination of curiosity and knowing smiles. "Well, let's just say it was interesting..." It was all the First Officer could do not to smile. "I don't know if interesting completely describes what happened..." He did smile when she threw him a look. "But it will have to do," he added hastily. "So, was it Q?" Harry asked. "Who else," Chakotay answered. "He put us into some sort of fairy tale." Tom laughed. "Well, was it *interesting*?" Janeway controlled the urge to glare at the young pilot. But anything she was going to say was cut off by a flash of light. "Q," both commanding officers said. "I just thought I'd stop by and say good-bye, for the moment, Kathy-lass. And to tell you, *wow.* Even Jean Luc didn't have as much fun" Q smiled wickedly. "But that time I ran off with *girl.* I don't suppose..." He didn't stop smiling when Janeway emphatically shook her head. "Well, I've done my good deed for the century. Commander, take good care of her. Kathy lass, until we meet again. Soraidh leat." Tom ignored the flash of light and stared at the Captain. She was blushing. A funny little smile danced upon his lips when he noticed the Commander was also a bit uncomfortable. As he turned to look at his console, he muttered just loud enough for everyone to here, "Wow?" Tuvok looked at the pilot. "Lieutenant rather than speculating, I would recommend that you pay attention to your duties." Janeway shook her head, *Thanks a lot Q.* Then caught her first officer looking at her. She smiled at him. He mouthed 'dinner.' She nodded. Then again, maybe thanks were in order. "Mr. Paris, set a course back to the alpha quadrant. Warp seven point one." "Yes, ma'am." ***** end