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How many times has he apologized to me over the last year for his decades of foolishness and opposition? I lost count some time ago, but I still humor him and graciously grant him forgiveness whenever he becomes maudlin over the past. "I should have listened to you the first time we had that argument, Magnus, " he tells me. With Robert (Iceman) Drake assuming charge of the Genoshan Treasury--which had been gutted by human predecessors-- and putting his accounting skills to work, we soon enjoyed a surplus in monies for the civic projects that would put our mutant nation on the map as a world power. While I felt that the first undertaking should be to rebuild the Genoshan infrastructure, my subjects--all the mutants of the planet-- insisted that those first newly-minted magnums be devoted to designing and creating a statue to honor our nation's founder and savior: Myself. Erik Lensherr. Magneto. I refused, at first. I am here to save mutantkind, not pile up accolades to my personal glory. But the entire populace of New Genosha insisted, and I could not refuse my children. All mutants are my children. I love them, and they love me. And so Peter Rasputin set aside his paintbrush and easel and dug his fingers into clay, shaping and molding and firing it, then casting it into solid iron to commemorate the inaugural year of my reign: Now the gigantic effigy with my likeness bestrides the Genosha City harbor like a Colossus. My island is entirely self-sufficient now. All food is grown on Genoshan soil, all clothing loomed in Genoshan mills; a few super-powered mutants are easily capable of creating all the energy we will ever need; I myself assembled the fighter jets of the Genoshan Air Force out of a few tons of scrap metal. Even non-powered mutants, individuals who have suffered persecution at human hands merely because of their different appearance, are welcomed in Genosha. All of them have come here to claim their own homeland in the first-ever exodus of mutantkind, as the Jews immigrated to their new nation of Israel after World War II and the Holocaust, so we came to Genosha. Once a symbol of mutant oppression--Genosha now stands as a beacon of freedom, the only freedom the mutants of Earth will ever know. Here, under my protection, they may live out their lives without fear, they may start families, they may work and play in complete safety. Witness the birth of the first mutant child in Genosha: the daughter of the former X-Men Jean Grey and Scott Summers. They named her Erika. It was by no means easy for some individuals to swallow their individual and collective pride and come to me. Charles required some convincing, but once he had seen for himself that my goals and motives were true, we resumed our old friendship and now it is as if we had never disagreed. His surviving X-Men and their various spin-off groups were among the last mutants to migrate to Genosha, and now they are my beloved children as well as his. This is not to say that there was unanimous acceptance of my new regime. My mute personal guards, once the ferocious Wolverine and the monster Sabretooth, required a psyonic 'lobotomy' from Charles before they stopped resisting our message of freedom and peace. It was a chore which saddened Charles greatly, but he finally agreed with me that it was for the greater good that these two animals be tamed. Logan's dear Jean Grey cannot bear to see him in his current state, but I continue to hope that he may eventually be rehabilitated into something akin to the man she once loved. Until then, he and Victor Creed respond only to my voice and do only my bidding. Other dissenters have, unfortunately, required being dealt with in a similar manner, but it is my fondest wish that someday they understand that I have ever fought my battles with only their greater good as my one purpose. No war was ever won without casualties, I suppose. Yet, I had hoped with all my heart that no mutant would suffer. Logan and Creed don't suffer, I know that, they feel no physical or emotional pain, and I suppose they had always been little more than ravening wolves even when they were at their most noble. But at least they are here, they are safe, and they will never suffer again. Cerebro now searches the world for individuals entering into their first mutations, and immediately extends the invitation to join us. Without fail, we receive their acceptance letters and e-mails, then set in motion the well- oiled 'machinery' to procure passports and transportation that they might quickly immigrate to Genosha. No mutant has ever turned us down. Except one. That one fled, hiding in the dark corners and shadows like a rat. The Cajun mutant Gambit was ever beneath contempt: It was he who led the Marauders into the old subway tunnels and abetted the massacre of an entire race of mutants, the Morlocks. Charles had believed that even this creature was not beyond redemption, and so he spent years trying in vain to make, as it were, a silk purse out out of a sow's ear. Gambit remained a wild card in the midst of the stolid X-Men even after Charles and most of the others realized the futility and indeed, the idiocy, of their disdainment of me and my cause. And now it is Charles who tells me that I should write Gambit off, as it were, leave him to his wanderings and forget he exists. But I cannot: All mutants must be here in Genosha, all the mutants in the world. My sovereignty has brought with it responsibilities I had never anticipated, and I will not see one of my sheep among the human wolves. Not even a black sheep. Alex Summers and Kurt Wagner brought him down and back to Genosha a few days ago, searched for over a year, but at last I can sleep, knowing that not a single mutant lives beyond my boundaries. I nearly killed young Gambit once for his unwitting role in the Morlock Massacre, but I am above that sort of pettiness now: I must be, if I am to be a good king. Of course I directed Summers and Wagner to turn LeBeau over to Henry McCoy upon his arrival. Let him get a taste of what it means to defy me, as well as ensure that he can be contained until he is rehabilitated. I haven't seen him yet, but I suppose that I can't put off the chore much longer: Gambit has to understand that mutants must be united. Besides that, his power of generating kinetic energy within his body and releasing it with a touch will be useful for conversion into electrical energy for the homes of the Genoshan populace. I occasionally wish that the Henry McCoy of this era had not perished by the Legacy Virus he fought so hard to cure; his doppelganger from the so-called Age of Apocalypse is most unpleasant, and I find some of his experiments distasteful. However, McCoy does serve a purpose here, and his scientific genius is without peer. To whom else can I trust the safekeeping of this unique mutant Gambit? The young man is asleep, lying curled on the grilled floor of a metal cage, wearing only a Genoshan collar and a pair of abbreviated shorts that barely covers his genitals. While waiting for McCoy, I find myself gazing at LeBeau, and wondering why I had ever desired to kill him: He's barely more than a child. I can now make allowances for his mistakes when he was even younger. After all, if I had gotten to him before Thieves and Assassins did, I would have shown him the right path and perhaps the Morlocks would be here with the rest of us. Then again, Nathaniel Essex still prowls the planet, but at least Xavier and Cerebro can usually locate new mutations before he can. Remy LeBeau hasn't been taking care of himself during his recent self-imposed exile, I can see: Always thin, his ribs are more prominent and his hip bones jut sharply against pale, translucent skin. He didn't come here willingly--I see a split lip, the bullseye of a bruise, and there's a brace around the four fractured fingers of his right hand. The angularity of his sharp facial features seems heightened by his starved, bruised look. I had never noticed before now that he is beautiful-- painfully beautiful. This is a sensual creature, born for lovemaking beyond any other reason. The room is warm--yet he shivers in his sleep. "Get him some clothing--and a blanket." I hear McCoy come into the room. "Begging your pardon, Magnus, but I would advise against it. Gambit has already made two escape attempts by hiding implements in his clothing that he can fashion into lockpicks or weapons. He's a great deal more resourceful and dangerous than he appears. I find it unfortunate to maintain him in a stripped, sedated state, but he has left us with no choice." "I said: Get him a blanket and some warm clothing. He won't use pneumonia as an escape from me." LeBeau has such a wealth of russet hair that it forms a pillow for his head to rest upon. A stray tendril of it has found its way through the grillwork of his cage. I remove my glove and take the long lock of hair between my fingers. Such soft hair, like holding a bunch of silk. I find myself wondering how it would feel to bury my face in all that hair. "My lord?" I turn my head. "Eh?" "I have the preliminary results of my experiments for you. Remy LeBeau could, if persuaded to do so, provide enough power for our condensers and batteries to store and run the generators for decades. By converting his kinetic energies to electrical energy, we could conceivably even bolster the Treasury by selling the surplus electricity to other countries." "Absolutely not. No mutant's gift will ever be expended for the benefit of the human nations." "Only a suggestion, Magnus. We ARE just starting out, after all." "I will not reconsider." McCoy makes a mock bow, a bit of irreverence I allow him for the sake of his genius. "So let it be written, so let it be done." My eyes rove over the spare lines of LeBeau's body, the shadows playing over the hard, muscular plates of his chest. His legs are long, yet well-muscled, those long coltish legs wrapped around my waist, entwined about my own legs . . . Wait. What was I thinking?!!!!!!! "--want done with him when I've completed the experiments?" "Oh? I'm sorry, Beast, I was thinking about my meeting with the Defense Committee this afternoon. What were you saying?" McCoy shrugs. "Keeping in mind, of course, your orders that I may not dissect him--as I would prefer, and would again urge you to permit. Unless you've reconsidered?" A note of hope edges his voice. "Shall I keep Gambit in my laboratory after my tests are concluded, or would you reopen the Genoshan prisons for him?" The prison is located several kilometers from the palace. It would be inconvenient to make excuses to go to him. "No, bring him to me. I shall deal with him myself." It is difficult to refrain from visiting the laboratories until McCoy sends word that he would appreciate an audience with me, and will have Gambit with him. I have found myself thinking of the Acadian a great deal more than I should, and I'm at a loss to understand why. If I didn't know better, I might think that I am physically attracted to him--for my mind seems to dwell upon initiating a deep degree of intimacy with him. I find myself dreaming of him, of taking him to bed with me, of taking him in ways I had thought I'd forgotten, thinking and saying and doing obscene things to him again and again and again. This is passing strange, because it's been so long since I partook of the pleasures of the flesh. The last time was with my late wife--many, many decades ago. I was a young man then, newly formed of body but utterly unformed in my spirit and with no inkling of my destiny. This is not to say that I haven't had my brief dalliances, but they have been few and almost farcical- -such as the liaison in the Savage Land in which the girl Rogue fancied that she might become my lover. She didn't understand that I am a great man, and part of my greatness is incumbent upon my loneliness. Poor child--her naivete eventually cost her her life at the hands of my late acolyte Fabian Cortez. A pity. As the time for the meeting with McCoy draws nearer, I find myself looking forward to it. How odd it is that Charles and I have virtually reversed our visions over the years: Soldiering on and on in the face of one disappointment after another in the pursuit of his former dream has made him a more cynical man than I ever imagined he would become--and why not? One can only bash one's head against a brick wall for so long until it takes its toll upon the soul. He has settled for a new dream: Mine. His defeats and tragedies have made an old man of him; he yearns only for peace now, and I have provided that peace through the strength of my will and convictions. I, on the other hand, have become the peacemaker and shepherd. Xavier has cautioned me against attempting to rehabilitate LeBeau. Even though he understands the reasons for my "trial" of Gambit in Antarctica, he feels that the Acadian is still harboring secrets that could prove dangerous to all we have worked for, and while he would never condone killing the boy, he strongly urges me to allow him to leave Genosha. McCoy stands before me now. His arm encircles the narrow waist of the Acadian as he supports his faltering steps and wobbly knees; Gambit has never fared well in captivity, and I have in the past found it necessary to break his health in order to hold him for extended periods of time. LeBeau seems fragile now, leaning against the Beast for support and likely for warmth as well. He is pale, yet his auburn hair remains thick and lustrous and he hasn't yet become thin enough to look too lanky. "Where is the renegade's collar?" I ask McCoy. McCoy lifts the hem of the long robe that swaddles my prisoner's body: A thick metal band encircles his left ankle. "I required access to his throat in the process of my experiments, lord. This is merely an adapted version which serves the same purpose of negating his powers." "Why does he just stand there? Why does he not acknowledge his king?" "Begging your pardon, Magnus, but LeBeau was unwilling to come to you. Obviously doesn't know an honor when it's being heaped on his pretty but undeserving head. I found it necessary to sedate him before bringing him to you. He's in a twilight state--biddable and docile enough to come before his sovereign, but temporarily incapable of free speech or aggression. We do not, after all, desire an assassination attempt upon Your Majesty." "I have nothing to fear from a child." McCoy's sarcasm continues to grate upon me. I will have him killed when I no longer have a need for his services. I stand up and cross to the center of the room. "Leave us." McCoy starts to withdraw from my presence, releasing Gambit and allowing him to crumple to the marble floor like a marionette with its strings cut, but my guards and courtiers remain in the throne room. "All of you: Go. I will summon you again when it pleases me." At last, we are alone. LeBeau manages to sit up and tuck his legs under him, but remains quiet and otherwise still. He doesn't seem aware of my presence--or my identity. I derive a certain amount of pleasure merely from standing over him and watching him. When I return to my chair of state, I wave my hand and magnetically levitate him across the room, revolving him slowly in the air before me, his body floating freely that I might look upon him. "Ah, little one, do you know what a beauty you are?" I ask him. He doesn't answer. His crimson eyes are open, blinking occasionally, but they see nothing. I levitate him closer and set him on my lap so that he straddles my thighs and his legs dangle over mine. I know now that I want him. And why shouldn't I have him? I am master of this place. Everything in it belongs to me. Especially Remy LeBeau, who cast away his freedom and my leniency when he fled the great mutant exodus to Genosha. I--who have felt nothing for so many years--now find my body boiling with urges and sensations surging back like impatient ghosts. Why should I deny myself pleasure now, after all that I have sacrificed and struggled? I remove my gloves, and receive my reward as my hands glide over his soft skin, over his muscular thighs and beneath the gown he is wearing. It's almost a shock to put my hands upon him and discover that he's wearing no underpants, and I wonder briefly if McCoy read my intent or merely didn't bother to completely dress the boy. Pulling LeBeau close, I roughly shove my face in his hair and inhale the fresh scent of his scalp; his hair has just been washed and he has been bathed. McCoy definitely read my lust correctly. As though they had a will of their own, my hands pull the gown and robe away so that LeBeau is completely naked, defenseless, straddling my lap. My fingers and hands move over the compact mounds of his buttocks and into his silky pubic curls, one hand finally wrapping around his penis while the other explores the hard plates of his chest. LeBeau's breaths sharpen as I tease his nipples with my fingers and later, my tongue. His conscious mind does not want me, but his body is starving for touch and intimacy. McCoy's drugs have rendered him utterly passive to me; his flesh is eager to be stroked and invaded. The little slut. Would a kiss awaken Sleeping Beauty? I press my mouth against his lips, pushing my tongue between his teeth and claiming the sweet wetness there, taking it for myself. I wet my fingers with his saliva and mine, then slide them one by one into him. I'm disappointed that he isn't a virgin, even though his past experience will make this much easier for both of us, yet I wonder: Who took him before me? Who dared touch what is mine? I magnetically lift him, just a little, while I free my erection from my costume, then position him so that I can impale him upon my hardness. And when I enter him all the way, he cries out and buries his face against my shoulder. Insensible, but still so sensitive and responsive , like a little mink. My powers lift and lower him onto me again and again and again, bouncing him on my hardness, and when I climax, it's an explosion like nothing I ever felt in my life. When my senses return, I am still holding him on my lap, my arms wrapped around his waist and shoulders to hold him close while he clings to me like a baby monkey to its mother. In spite of being almost as tall as I am, he feels slender, insubstantial, compared to my own bulkier build. I realize that my costume is wet and sticky; he came when I did. "You're nothing but a pretty piece of garbage," I whisper into his ear, knowing he can't comprehend my words in his drugged state and not caring one whit. "Worthless but for pleasuring your betters. You can't control your body; you can't even withhold it from your worst enemy, can you? Ah, you're quite the whore, aren't you, Remy LeBeau? Such a tasty, agreeable little whore just for me." I elect to retire to my quarters, and take LeBeau with me for the night. I've decided that I'll keep him as my plaything. It would be no more justice than he deserves for daring to defy his rightful king. This is how I will deal with his treason. He shall know no freedom whatsoever until he submits himself to me. Instead of levitating him in my wake as I pass through the private corridors to my personal living quarters, I choose to carry him to my bed chambers simply because it feels pleasant to hold him in my arms. Once there, I toss him into the shower and allow the pelting spray to clean him up for me while I change. Later I come back for him and lift him up into a big thirsty towel to dry him. I don't feel the slightest tenderness toward him as I place him in my bed and stretch out next to him; after all, I am a king and I have allowed the renegade to live simply because it pleases me to do so. Sleep doesn't come quickly. Lying so close to LeBeau stirs me, and I take him again--ha, not bad for an 'old man', as he once called me. And when I slide my hand under his back as it arches in unbearable pleasure, he grabs my hair in both hands and screams, "JOSEPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I could have crushed him in that moment. I find that there is little slumber for me for the rest of the night. I have, however, drifted into a doze when I feel the sheet pulled away from my body and a clatter in the room, followed by a course of yelling in the unintelligible French language. Ah, the drugs have worn off: LeBeau is awake and aware of his circumstances. I open my eyes to find him clutching the sheet about his nude body and backed as far against the wall and away from me as he can get. There is blood on the sheet-- his blood, for I haven't been gentle--he's seen it, he knows what has been done to him, and he's trembling from head to toe with both rage and terror. This is quite amusing; LeBeau has spent his life inside that body, wearing that face--and he still seems surprised that others covet him. Of course he doesn't come to me; he's looking around the room like a wild bird in a cage, desperately seeking the slightest opportunity to escape. "Come back to bed, child." He shakes his head violently and resumes screaming at me in French. The Acadian is in a fury of anger and hatred, but with the Genoshan device firmly bolted around his ankle, he no longer has access to his kinetic charge powers and can do little but try to avoid me. A futile effort if there ever was one. I get out of bed. LeBeau's cursing is, I'm certain, much fouler now that he sees my nakedness. He tries to bolt past me to get to the door, but I catch him by the scruff of the neck and shove his body against the wall, twisting his arm painfully behind his back to keep him still. "Your behavior in the presence of your king is highly inappropriate, boy," I smooth the long auburn hair aside that I might whisper in his ear. "You should be bowing before me." I press my body against his, grinding against him. He claws at the walls with his free hand, kicking like a mustang colt, trying to get away from me, but I position myself pleasantly behind him then put my other arm around his waist to hold him as I continue to twist his arm against his back. "I'll take you here and now as we stand if you don't give me obeisance." For answer he tries to headbutt me. "Don't do that; you'll hurt yourself," I tell him. He's already been well-lubricated from my earlier sieges this evening, and his strength is nothing compared to mine; I am inside him before he can recite (in French, of course; he lapses into that argot of idiots when frightened or angry enough, so no one has heard him speak any English since his arrival) what he surely considers my very short and unbranched family tree. He freezes as I begin to move, now hugging the wall, trying to stifle the moans working their way out of his throat. Certainly he hates me, but he is a slave to his body--which I can ignite so very easily with my merest touch. His knees buckle, but I continue to hold him around the waist, bearing him up so I can take him standing. When I come and withdraw from him, I find that he has passed out. While I would prefer to believe he fainted in the force of my passion, I know that more than likely he's just exhausted by depleting his by-now meager reserve of energy and consciousness. I put him back to bed and call for Creed to come and stand watch over him while I attend to affairs of state. While LeBeau has always been a survivor, I wouldn't put it past him to attempt suicide in his predicament since he clearly finds me so loathsome. Given that, I also summon Dark Beast: For now, I'll accept the Acadian in his drugged state; it makes handling him easier. Later I will try different tactics, but for now I crave his body and am not inclined to fight him for it when I am tired from a day of statesmanship and desire only to take him as I will. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------- "He needs medical attention, Magnus." Charles is sitting beside my bed, a notebook in one hand as his other hand brushes unruly strands of hair away from Remy LeBeau's face. He no longer needs his wheelchair, or that floating Shi'ar hover device; I have magnetically repaired his crushed legs that he may walk or run as he pleases. "I'll have McCoy examine him this afternoon. I am deeply concerned for his health and safety. I would request a favor of you: Tell me what he did with himself--before the X- Men came to Genosha." If Charles has any inkling as to why the renegade is sleeping in my own bed, he keeps it to himself. He certainly can't condemn me for it; we BOTH know about his passion for some of his former students--he would be a hypocrite of the worst sort. But he trusts me. Old friends are truly the best friends. "I'm not exactly certain. It was such a trying time for us all--" "Then put your hand on his head, Charles, and upon mine own. Become the conduit between our minds, for I must know everything that has happened to him since we last met if I am to help the child." He nods, reaching out to both Remy and me . . . ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------- Remy LeBeau wasn't a sound sleeper even on his best nights, and this wasn't one of them. He'd tossed and turned until he was worn out by it--and his constant shivering had tired his muscles to the point of painful cramping. He wanted to leave, go back to New Orleans, back to wandering alone, but there were so few members of his mutant "family" left anymore. Kitty Pryde had been the first to go, died fighting Cerebro to save Professor X: Peter Rasputin and Kurt Wagner had been inconsolable. For Peter, it was like losing his little sister Illyana all over again; he had returned to Russia to farm his family's small plot of ground, his easels and paints discarded forever. The fun-loving, playful Nightcrawler of old had gone forever, too: Kurt just wandered the X-Mansion in a daze, the Star of David he had given Kitty permanently hung around his neck or in his hands as he stared at it for hours. Storm had also been deeply affected by the loss of her "kitten": She returned to Africa the very night they had trudged back to the X-Mansion--for how long she didn't know, only that she wanted to be alone for awhile. The worst, however--for Remy--was the day that Rogue lost her life. Back in Antarctica, as Magneto had surfaced in all his terrible glory with new plans. The grieving X-Men had tried to oppose him, as always. But Rogue's tender heart refused to let her see that the Erik Magnus Lensherr she had known in the Savage Land was even deader than Kitty Pryde would ever be, and she had flown ahead of the other X-Men, believing that she could reason with him. As a reward for her trust and hope, Magneto had tossed her to Fabian Cortez, who gleefully amped up her absorption powers until she literally imploded. Cortez only enjoyed his victory for scant seconds: Gambit caught up with them just in time to see Rogue fall. All the hates and bitter disappointments in Remy's entire life welled up in him like a volcano at that precise moment. He grabbed a chunk of ice, kinetically charged it into billions of tiny razors, and cut Cortez literally to ribbons with it. Magnus didn't move to stop it--he had not intended for Cortez to kill the girl. But Remy had been too late to save his Rogue: As he knelt in the snow, holding her ruined body in his arms, she had reached out to touch his face with her bare hand, and smiled sweetly, sadly. "Mah powers are gone," she'd whispered, tracing his cheekbone with her fingers. "It was worth it, shugah; 'cause see, Ah can touch you now." She stroked his face intently, ignoring his tears--he couldn't close his eyes to hide them because he couldn't bear not to feast his eyes on her while he still could. Remy was only dimly aware of Professor X's hand resting on his shoulder, or of Joseph kneeling on the other side of Rogue, taking her other hand in his. Remy didn't resent this; he was long past it, and Joseph had loved her, too. But SHE knew he was there, and taking his hand, she had placed Remy's hand in it so that they were clasping hands above her. "Mah last will an' testament," she'd coughed. "Ah give Remy to you, Joseph." "Go where you must, Rogue--you need never fear for him as long as I live." "Ah know," she sighed. Then she had painfully turned her head to look into Remy's eyes. "Ah wish Ah had something t' give you, shugah." "Oh, ma amour, you gave me everything." Remy could barely speak. "Everything I ever needed or wanted, you gave me." "Then give me your word, swear it on your love foh me, that you won't die with me. Ah can't rest, worryin' you'll just give up an' dig yourself a hole next t' mine. Ah want you t' LIVE, Remy, Ah want you to find love again an' be happy--" He started to tell her that he couldn't promise her that, when all he really wanted was for her to have back for just a few minutes the mutant powers that had cursed her life so that he could press his lips against hers and die here and now, with her. As if she'd just had a sudden rush of clairvoyance, she spent the last of her strength pulling his head to hers for a kiss that lasted both an eternity and a mere instant, her lips insistent upon his, and her last breath gently stealing into his mouth and lungs, insinuating into every cell of his body. Magnus let them go then. Even though he had never shared Rogue's feelings for him, he was aware of them and respected her as one of the few friends he'd ever had. If Gambit hadn't killed Cortez, he would surely have done it himself. Charles had invited him to set aside their differences, for once, and come back to Westchester for Rogue's funeral. But his own dreams forbade that and dictated his founding of his Genoshan nation. He merely allowed the X-Men to leave in peace. Remy had written to Ororo, to tell her of Rogue's passing, but didn't hear from her for a very long time. When he finally received a letter from her, it was to tell him that she had reembraced her heritage and goddesshood in Kenya. Her condolences were utterly sincere, and she begged him to come to Africa and stay with her. But Remy sensed an otherworldliness in her words, that she had already gone beyond human concerns and become a benevolent entity to so many millions of needy people, that he could not accept her offer to come for him and take him to Africa with her; his place was here and hers was there. The same refusal applied to his adoptive father. Jean- Luc LeBeau was genuinely sorry to hear of the death of the woman his son had loved, and he wanted Remy to return to New Orleans and the bosom of his family. But Remy couldn't. He must walk among his fellow wounded. The X-Men had ceased all practice drills and fighting activity. There seemed no point in it now, and there were no attacks from old or new enemies. Professor Xavier spent most of his time cloistered in his study, brooding. Logan did his best to help the others through their grief: Of all of them, he'd had the most experience with it. After Rogue's death, Kurt returned to his mother Mystique, to comfort her and himself. That left only Charles, Logan, Joseph, and Remy at the once- teeming X-Mansion, and they rattled around in it like the last few kernels left in an empty bag of popcorn. The Mansion now seemed huge and cold and lonely. And tonight, Remy was so cold that he could have cheerfully doused his clothing with gasoline and set himself on fire just for a few minutes of warmth. He'd become extremely cold-natured since his abandonment in Antarctica, and it never improved, in spite of his new electric blanket, in spite of the long-sleeved silk pajamas he wore buttoned up to his neck, in spite of wearing socks to bed. When he was alone, at night, his muscles shivered uncontrollably and he could only lie awake in misery. Remy got up and tried to close his window, but it wouldn't budge--must be stuck again--so he burrowed back into the mountain of blankets he'd heaped on his bed and continued with his shivering. "You had better turn down the heat setting on your electric blanket, Remy--you'll be burned if it gets much hotter." Joseph was in his room, and stepped out of the shadows, his silver hair shining in the milky moonlight. "Don't care." Remy muttered. "Go 'way, Joseph." The young magnetic mutant ignored him, and sat down on the side of Remy's bed. "I regret that I can't do as you ask, my friend. I did make a promise to Rogue." The mention of Rogue's name made him angry. "I release you from dat promise! Now go back to bed!" "All right." Joseph merely slipped under Remy's layers and layers of blankets, and stretched out next to the Cajun. "But I made the promise to Rogue, and you cannot release me from it--even if I desired so." He reached over to the side and switched off the electric blanket. "You should be warmer in a few minutes." "Get outta here 'fore I t'row you out!" "The time is right to tell you some things you should know, dear friend. You see, Rogue came to me about a month before . . . she knew that she was going to die." "WHAT?! How she know dat?!" "She wasn't sure when we talked of it, Remy. She lived for years in a house with Destiny--perhaps some of that precognitive ability rubbed off on her. Her other theory was that it was part of the seventh sense she received when she permanently absorbed the powers of Ms. Marvel. It didn't work often--only once or twice during her life." "You KNEW dat and didn't try t' save her?!" Remy's body began to glow, kinetic energy burgeoning in him along with his rage. Joseph merely touched his hand to Remy's shoulder, magnetically absorbing the charge before Remy could blow up this wing of the X-Mansion. "Do you honestly believe that I didn't try, Remy? I begged her not to go with Antarctica with us. But she also sensed the inevitability of her own approaching death. It would merely have happened in a different way, had she fled from her duties as an X-Man. She was a warrior, Remy. If she had to die, she wanted it to be in battle. Her only regret was leaving you. She loved you with all her might. I understood this." "Why she tell you all dat and no' me?" "Because she knew that you would not--could not--accept it as something that would and must happen. She also understood how I felt about you." Remy shook his head, trying to clear it. He was lost in this conversation. "What how YOU feel got t' do wit' dis?!" he demanded. "I went to her, Remy; I had to be honest with her because I owed her that much. I told her that I was in love with you. That was when she told me that she was going to die." "MERDE!!!!!!!" Gambit yelled. "I no' wan' t' HEAR dis, Joseph! GET OUT!!!!!!!" Joseph suddenly had him in a fierce grip, his hands closed around Remy's arms to pin him. "If I didn't love you as purely and honestly as she did, I would simply have come to your bed and seduced you," he hissed in Remy's ear. "From what I've heard, you're very, very easy prey when it comes to giving in to your physical urges." If Joseph hadn't rolled with the punch, Remy would have broken his jaw. "You stay 'way from me," he snarled at Joseph. "I would if that was truly what you wanted," the silver- haired mutant said gently. "But Rogue and I knew better. You know better. You're desperate, lonely, and so cold that you can't stop shaking." He held out his arms to Remy. "Come to me. I will hold you and warm you--nothing more than that. I swear to you that I will never force you into anything you don't want. I want only to give you the love I promised Rogue I would. I want only for you to understand that her passing is not the end of love." "It is!" Remy cried. "It IS de end of love! Rogue gone-- dere no more love lef' in de world! She took it all wit' her!" "No, my friend. That is why she gave you to me as she lay dying: To show you that it isn't the end of love. Love has no ending, Remy, and no beginning. Rogue was wise far beyond her years, and she will live forever in your heart." Remy was never certain exactly how it happened: Only that he was suddenly in Joseph's arms, sobbing his heart out. He wept for his dead ones, he wept for his own loneliness and fear. True to his word, Joseph didn't attempt to seduce him; he merely held Remy and let him cry until he went to sleep. In the morning, Remy awoke spooned against Joseph's warm back--for once, mercifully free of the coldness that always waited to claim him. His pajamas were still buttoned up tightly, and he was not aroused in spite of waking up curled tightly against Joseph's body--which afforded him some small measure of comfort: He had never been intimate with a man before, and didn't intend to start now. Yet, he didn't have it in his heart to chase Joseph off. The other man's confession of love was less frightening in the light of day--especially since Joseph made no move toward him physically, but rather, became his constant companion, day and night. They slowly began to resume training in the Danger Room, and were eventually able to persuade Logan to join them in rehoning their combat skills. Joseph made certain that Remy ate enough to survive on, slept enough to stave off insanity, allowed Remy to teach him how to play cards and ride a motorcycle. They began to go into town, often with Logan and the Professor, and within a few months started to occupy much of their time with helping train the junior mutant teams such as Generation -X and X-Force. And Joseph slept in Remy's bed every night. He did not make advances toward the skittish Cajun--only offered the warmth and safety of his own body--and Remy became accustomed to it. He was aware that being that close to him caused Joseph to become aroused, and he at first urged his friend to sleep elsewhere. But Joseph would hear none of it, and continued to hold Remy through the night as innocently and gently as he would a newborn kitten. He did this with iron control, never complaining or asking for more than the privilege of carrying out his promise to Rogue, whom he had also loved. Over a year passed in this way. Joseph encouraged Remy to talk of Rogue whenever and as much as he wished; he loved hearing about her as much as Remy was able to discuss. It was not Remy's way to talk to others of things close to his heart-- but Joseph had become so much more than just a friend: He made life without Rogue a little more bearable. And then one night, Remy unbuttoned his pajama top and bottoms, and removed them before he went to bed. Joseph, out of respect for Remy's wishes, had been sleeping fully clothed, but when he saw Remy climb naked under the blankets, he said, "I fear that I must sleep in my own room tonight." Remy rolled over onto his back, looking up at Joseph's eyes as they searched him. "It okay, Joe. I no' scared of us anymore." "Will you allow me to be your lover?" The Cajun laughed, one of the few real laughs he'd given in a long time. He felt completely at ease with Joseph, comfortable enough to give back something in return for Joseph's unselfish love. It had been so long since he had been intimate with anyone. When he fell in love with Rogue, he had given up his meretricious romping with other women--to prove his love to her, he had become celibate--he who HAD to get laid every damned day of his life was living like a monk because he was in love. He had always been an extremely affectionate person--as a child, the first to climb onto any empty lap; as a man, he knew he was unparalleled as a lover. And now, after all the time he'd lived at the X-Mansion, he was about to enter into an arena he'd almost forgotten--yet knew next to nothing about. "Why you always so formal, Joe?" he chuckled. "Wouldja feel better if I made ya buy me a box of candy an' a bouquet of flowers?" Joseph smiled. "If you desire flowers and candy, then you shall have them, beloved." "You ninny. You always take everyt'ing I say so serious. But I jus' wan' y' t' know dat I no' sure 'xactly how t' go 'bout dis. Never done it b'fore." "I have never done this, either." "Sorry--I f'got you don't got much experience. So, you got a how-to manual f' dis?" Another gentle smile. "We won't need one. Our bodies will know what to do. But only if you are quite certain you are ready." "If I find I'm no', I letcha know, 'kay?" "And I will stop, I promise." Joseph leaned down to cover Remy's lips with his own. As was Joseph's way, the kiss was gentle and slow. It lasted a long time, and when Remy let his lips part, Joseph's tongue slid carefully inside his mouth, exploring leisurely. The silver-haired mutant concentrated exclusively on the kiss for nearly an hour, nibbling Remy's tongue and lips, savoring him like the finest wine. At last Joseph broke the kiss, leaving Remy gasping, and gingerly asked, "May I continue to love you? Do you feel safe?" "Safer dan I ever felt in m' life," Remy sighed. "Please keep goin', Joseph. I want you." "And I want you. More than you'll ever know." Joseph dipped lower to bury his face in the hollows of Remy's throat. He kissed, he licked, he nuzzled Remy's collarbone, all the while driving Remy crazy in spite of the fear he still harbored for this. Remy didn't know what to do, and he was too paralyzed to help Joseph, but that was all right. Joseph gently stroked Remy's chest, brushing the edge of his hand against the Cajun's nipples. They hardened under his touch, and Joseph began to idly circle the left nipple with the fingers of one hand. The other hand slipped lower to cup what it found between LeBeau's legs. "You are beautiful," Joseph whispered. "Jus' on de outside, cher." "No, Remy. Everything about you is beautiful. Your face, your body, your eyes--but your heart most of all." LeBeau snorted. "Dey say my heart is cold an' black." Another kiss. "Whoever 'they' are, they are either mistaken or liars. There is so much love in you, my friend, so much tenderness and sweetness, that just looking at you makes me want to weep. All you've ever needed is love. I want to hold you forever, make up for the lifetime of love you've missed, kiss you morning, noon, and into the night." "Dat's a lotta kissin'." "It's just a start. I intend to kiss every inch of your body this night." "Y' lips'll go numb." Joseph rolled over so that his frame covered Remy's, all that silvery white hair tenting their faces as they gazed at each other. He laughed, deep and rich, "I think I can suffer through it, love." They kissed again, and Remy felt more relaxed. Joseph continued to stroke the length of his lean body, his touch soothing--yet intense. Remy didn't realize that he had parted his legs for Joseph--until he felt a finger carefully enter him. Suddenly he was frightened by the reality of what they were about to do, clutching Joseph's shoulders--"Joe, we don't have anyt'ing--". While he had never had sex with a man before, Remy did have some rudimentary understanding of how things worked--and he had heard that this would hurt. He'd had his fill of pain. "It won't hurt . . . " came the soft, low whisper in his ear. "I won't let you be hurt--even by myself." The Cajun shivered and opened his legs wider, determined to see this through, but still unconvinced that it wasn't going to hurt like hell. He closed his eyes as Joseph spread kisses over his stomach and abdomen and lower still to take Remy into his mouth. Oh, but THAT certainly didn't hurt. Remy had thought it would be like having a woman go down on him, but there was no comparison: Joseph was better at this than any lover he'd ever had, instinctively knowing to take his new lover's cock deeply down his throat and massage the shaft with his tongue, sucking harder and faster than any woman could. Remy almost screamed, grabbing the pillow and clutching it for dear life. Suddenly Joseph had his wrists, pinning them to the bed at the Cajun's sides to hold Remy's bucking body still enough that he wouldn't get his head kicked in, never once slowing his rhythmic suckling. Remy thrashed helplessly, trying to find a center to anchor himself in, but every nerve cell in him had just migrated to his swollen cock. And when he came, screaming like a madman, Joseph took it all, continuing to drain Remy until the Cajun's body arched, almost convulsing, and he collapsed weakly back onto the mattress, dazed and sated. But Joseph wasn't finished yet, oh no--he moved upward over Remy's body and captured his mouth for another kiss, flooding Remy's mouth with saliva and his own semen. Remy was taken aback; he wasn't accustomed to the taste of cum, and started to protest in spite of the surprisingly sweet taste-- there was abruptly a cock in his own mouth--Joseph's--but only for an instant: He merely coated his penis with cum and spit, then kissed Remy again to take back the remainder of the semen in Remy's mouth for himself. "Thank you for holding that for me," he purred. "Wuuuhhhhhhhhh . . . " Remy answered as articulately as he could manage. He'd just come a gusher, but his cock was rising to the occasion again with no time needed to rest. He tried to reach out to try to put his arms around Joseph, but his friend still gripped his wrists against the mattress so that all he could do was separate his legs and lift his knees when he felt Joseph's hard member probing between his ass cheeks. It didn't hurt at all, as he'd feared it would: Joseph was more than gentle, watching Remy's face as he pushed in slowly but steadily, then began to move within the Cajun. "I love de way you dance--!" Remy gasped. Joseph didn't answer him, only closed his hand around Remy's cock, pumping that, too. "Mon Dieu! Mon Dieu!" English deserted Remy's tongue-- had he ever spoken the language at all? He couldn't even think in English. The man called Joseph smiled inwardly. He knew he was progressing quite well when Remy started babbling in French. He suspected that the Cajun didn't even realize he was talking. Now that he knew he'd never been Magneto, he was free of all Magnus' emotional baggage, and he intended to make a new start. He could be whomever he chose, and right now he chose to love without holding anything back, no fears, no regrets--nothing but keeping his darling red-eyed angel warm and satisfied. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------- continued directly in part 2 ________________________________________________ Get your own "800" number - Free Free voicemail, fax, email, and a lot more http://www.ureach.com/reg/tag To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: comicslash-unsubscribe@egroups.com. Do not ask the list to unsubscribe you. We will mock you for your stupidity in not reading this sig. -------------------------- eGroups Sponsor -------------------------~-~> iFriends Live VideoChat Search tens of thousands of videochat rooms. It’s like CU-SeeMe on Steroids … NetMeeting with an attitude. Live. 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He will forget that monstrous creation if I have to crack his skull open with my bare hands, scoop out that part of his very brain itself, and drink his encephalic fluids like wine. "LeBeau is not to leave this room," I say slowly. "Send Creed up here. I don't want him left alone for one second. I have an errand to run." ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------- The Xavier estate is boarded up and abandoned, its grounds gone to overgrowth and the mansion itself in the disrepair of neglect. None of this can keep me out, and I enter as freely as choose. Magnetic impressions remain, and I know my way around the house within seconds. I go to Gambit's room first. His clothes are still in the closet, as though he didn't bother to take anything with him when he fled after Xavier and the others decided to come to Genosha. His bed is still unmade--yet another indication that he left in a hurry. I find myself drawn to the bed that LeBeau slept upon, and I lie face-down upon it, wallowing in the impressions of him, breathing the scent of his after-shave still clinging to the sheets. My hands knot in the bed linens as though they were locks of LeBeau's hair, pulling them to me that I might inhale the fragrance left in them, longing for Logan or Creed's enhanced physical senses that I might take every last nuance of Remy LeBeau for myself. But there is another impression lingering to this bed besides that of my unwilling lover, and I recognize it instantly. Rage flies all over me, furious and hot. I storm to HIS room, splintering the door before I reach it. This was where HE slept. HE lived here. Bellowing in anger, I tear the door off his closet and grab armfuls of HIS clothing, pulling them out onto the floor, ripping them to shreds. HE hadn't owned much, but I will destroy every last bit of HIM left upon this earth. I will erase HIS existence from the face of reality. I will tear HIM from the mind, body, and heart of Remy LeBeau if I have to destroy the rest of creation to do it. After Rogue's funeral, I resumed my threat to tilt the Earth on its magnetic axis. The few remaining X-Men came against me, the wretch Joseph perished as he should have months earlier, and Xavier began to rethink his agenda. So much for "The Dream". As I depart, I burn down the house and everything in it. HE will have nothing when I am done. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------- I return later to find Creed standing just inside the door. When I don't see LeBeau in my bed, my first fear is that he has escaped--but there he is, sitting on the window seat of my bay window which overlooks the palace compound. He doesn't look toward me, but at the world outside my window. A world he will not be a part of until he submits himself wholly to me. If I must lock him away forever to make him mine, then so be it. He allowed the wretched Joseph to make love to him, he let that monstrosity take him and do as it pleased with him. He deserves my contempt for being such a slut. He is going to understand that his wanton days are behind him now; his flesh is mine; he will be kept for me, and for my enjoyment alone. And if I have to force myself upon him every day for the rest of his life, I will. So help me, I will. "Have you no greeting for your sovereign, Remy LeBeau?" I ask. Of course he ignores me and continues to gaze out the window, allowing his hair to fall in disarray over the side of his face so that I can't look upon him, trying to deny me even that pleasure. "Don't imagine for one moment that I will suffer disdain from the likes of you, little whore," I tell him. "It's time you learned who is master here--and who is unworthy even of being called a slave." The slightest thought, the merest pull of my will, and I send the boy sprawling from the window seat onto my bed. He tries to right himself, but my magnetic powers have hold of him, flipping him onto his back. Against his will, his legs spread wide apart and his thin fingers begin to open the frog closures of his gown. His face is a mask of hatred as he finishes unfastening his gown and pulls it open to expose his otherwise nude body for my viewing. "Did you strip for HIM?" I demand of him. "Did you remove your clothing while HE watched you, you cursed whore? LeBeau's beautiful body is covered with a thin sheen of sweat as he tries to resist my powers. He despises me beyond all things, and that makes me more determined than ever to have him. He's a weak creature compared to me; all who live are weak before me. Does he not realize that the more he resists me, the more I want him? Ah, and does he imagine for one second that my obsession with his flesh gives him the slightest iota of power over me? Surely not, for while he may be a slut, he is certainly not a fool. "Come here." My powers make him walk like a marionette toward me, and force him onto his knees at my feet. "You see, you have no will but mine." I tell him. "And I will that you pleasure me now." Of course I have no fear that he will bite me: My control over my magnetic powers is absolute. I mesh my fingers in his luxuriant hair as his unwilling mouth pleases me. "Remember who and what we both are, Remy LeBeau. I am master of this land--master of this entire world if I so choose--and you are nothing but a beautiful boy on his knees before me." When a spectacular orgasm bursts from me, I push him away and release my magnetic hold upon him. He rolls a few feet from me, sits up, and vomits wretchedly upon the floor. I wait for him to finish, then call for someone to come clean the room while I carry him to the bathroom and lock the door behind us. Instead of throwing him into the shower, I fill my bathtub with water, testing it to make sure it won't scald LeBeau's lovely skin or cause him to become chilled. He has backed up against the wall, trying to put distance between us, but we both know it's a useless effort. He's too weak to fight even if he had access to his kinetic powers. I go to him and remove his soiled gown, undressing him like the child he is. He doesn't resist me at all now as I place him in the tub--only wraps his arms around his chest and drops his head to hide his face with his hair, but I have already seen the tears in his crimson eyes. I kneel beside him and tilt his chin up, cupping his face in both my hands, kissing him leisurely. A nudge from my magnetic powers, and he returns the kiss of his puppeteer, parting his lips for my tongue to push into his mouth. He knows that nakedness is vulnerability--and that's exactly how I want him to feel. LeBeau has a body like a young Apollo--tall and slender, yet muscular and sinewy in all the right places--from his broad shoulders, narrow waist, nonexistent hips to his superb thighs and calves. Gazing upon his nudity causes me to stir again, and I release his face to take up soap and sponge into my hands. "I am going to bathe you, LeBeau. You will show me every place on your body which that monster touched, and I will wash his touch off of you. Your body will be clean for me, free of his filthy hands upon you." Of course he doesn't cooperate: I magnetically manipulate his hands. It gives me an opportunity to watch him touch himself. His long, slim fingers reluctantly splay across his chest. I soap up the sponge and lather it across the sleek expanse of his chest, lingering at his nipples, then rinse. The tiny white buds rise and harden at my touch, and I bend my head to kiss his right nipple, then the left. I don't deceive myself that I have aroused them: LeBeau's flesh is so responsive that those nipples would become erect if Apocalypse himself kissed them. At least he rewards me with a sharp intake of breath. "Did he touch you down there?" I ask. A moot question. Of course Joseph had his way with every damned inch of LeBeau's body. I magnetically send Remy's hands sliding over his abdomen and into his crotch, and I follow them with my own hands, then abruptly change directions to wash his legs and feet, picking up each narrow foot to soap the bottom of them. I look up at his sensual face with its sharp planes, generous lips, and brilliant eyes, wishing I would see some warmth of desire there. His scarlet eyes are smoldering, but in anger and helpless fury. He would kill me now if he could. But he can do nothing but sit there in that tub of hot water while I bathe him like an infant, running the sponge and my hands over his spare hips and between the trim globes of his buttocks. I yearn to hear his low, velvet voice whispering endearments into my ear, but that isn't going to happen now. When my hands dip to the soft hair between his legs, his body jerks away from me as if my touch burned, and I see the terror in his face. Reaching out to steady him in the bath water, I capture him again with my magnetic powers, resolving not to let that control slip again under these circumstances, no matter how intense the moment. My hands move over his flesh as if I was sculpting him, following every curve and plane of his body, yearning to leave a trail of fire everywhere I touch that would send him pressing against me and offering me his eager kisses and all the delicious luxury of his body. Since he will not give me his kisses, I take them, bruising his soft lips until they are stung and blue. "Poor pretty thing, you have much to learn," I whisper like a knife surfacing steel amongst silk. "But I intend to teach you. You WILL love me. There will come a day when I shall return from my labors and you will come running to meet me and throw yourself into my arms. And when you climax, it will be MY name you scream out in your ecstasy." Then I magnetically send his hands roaming into his pubic regions and make him to stroke himself. If looks could kill, I would be stretched out dead on the marble floor now. "Yes, peacock," I snarl, feeling utter cruelty toward this magnificent creature who has wronged me by gifting his heart and his flesh to my direst enemy. "Masturbate for me. Debase yourself while I watch. Did Joseph watch you make yourself come? Did you do that for his voyeuristic pleasure-- yes, you did, didn't you, you slut--anything to please your lover. Nothing was too shameful when you were in that room with HIM, was it?" I grab his hair with my hand and pull his head back, furiously pressing my kisses hard against his throat, kisses more like bites, insistent and bruising his fair skin. My other hand twists his arm behind his back, pulling him halfway out of the bath water as my teeth sink into his steely rib cage. He cries out in spite of his resolve not to, as I lift him out of the bath and throw him dripping wet onto the bed. Holding him mercilessly with one hand locked around the back of his neck, I open my clothing and take him time and again until any pleasure he might possibly feel turns relentlessly to pain and past that to torment and on to collapse. Later, I send for my dinner to be brought up to me in my room and eat it on a bed tray set before me by one of my servants. LeBeau lies beside me, huddled miserably into the blankets, his face turned from me and buried in a pillow, his breathing still rushed and shallow. I reach out and stroke the long, auburn silk of his hair. "Thank you, child." He does not turn over. His shoulders are trembling. He doesn't want me to see him crying. Hiding his tears from me is another thing that will have to go. I turn him over and catch a single tear on the end of my finger before he can palm it away, then touch it to my tongue. "This, too, is precious fluid," I tell him softly. "I know what it cost you." ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------- Xavier sits in the garden courtyard, Gambit lying on the blanket beside him. Charles and I have discussed this, and he understands my plan. From my window above, I can see them quite clearly, and thanks to Charles' telepathically relaying all sounds to me, I can hear them as well. Xavier felt that the boy needed some fresh air, and he is willing to plead my case with him. Charles knows that I will have the young man no matter what, but feels it will be easier for LeBeau if he would be mine willingly. Gambit has been sleeping, but he startles awake with a terrified expression on his face, which abruptly changes to mistrust when he sees Xavier sitting beside him--and I know at once that this tactic is a mistake. Charles does, too, but he must try nonetheless. He leans closer to my prisoner, and places a hand upon his shoulder. LeBeau pulls away as though scalded, wrapping his arms around his own chest, hugging himself, and looking away from Charles. "How do you feel, Remy?" LeBeau doesn't speak at first, then he suddenly turns on Charles, teeth bared, snarling like a jackal. "Don' you TOUCH me, ol' man!" He looks angry enough to charge up the metal bonds encircling his wrists, despite the inhibitor cuff he will wear to the end of his days. Charles speaks in a soothing, gentle voice. I feel his powerful telepathy reach out to LeBeau--just as the child's own shields force it out of his mind; he refuses to be calmed. "Remy, this isn't any good for you--" "Hah. Den you tell dat cul Magneto t' unlock dese cuffs an' let me go." "But there is nowhere to go TO, Remy. Genosha is an island apart; it is our homeland. You belong here." "Gambit b'longs t' HIMSELF, homme. I SWIM off dis rock if I 'ave to." "You are in no condition to be swimming anywhere. Magnus doesn't want to hurt you, child. He wants only what's best for you. Just think of him as a shepherd who loves his sheep." "Magneto love Gambit all right. He love t' fuck Gambit's brains out ev'ry chance he get." "There's no need to be vulgar." Those red eyes glitter nastily, like those of a trapped wolf, looking to lash out. "Oh, oui, le's no' be VULGAR! Magneto jus' wanna MAKE LOVE t' dis Cajun, dat how you wanna call it? Den you tell me why he tie me t' his bed 'fore he shove his rod up my ass! You tell me why my mouth all swole up an' blue--you t'ink Mags is a gentle kisser? He suck on my cock 'til it hurts t' piss! But YOU don' wanna HEAR dis, do ya, old man?! 'Cause it's VULGAR?! Well, lemme tell ya: Your ami wrote de BOOK on Vulgar, Chuckles!" Charles' back stiffens defensively. "You are demeaning an act of love, Remy." Gambit's lip curls back, giving him the appearance of a rabid fox. "As I un'nerstan' it, Baldy, makin' LOVE be when TWO people wan' jump each ot'er's bones 'cause they wanna make de beast wit' two backs, dey BOTH wanna crawl as far up inside each ot'er as dey can get. It be called RAPE when one party don' wan' anyt'ing t' do wit' de ot'er, but dat ot'er party hol' him down an' nail his eyeballs t' de wall wit' him screamin' bloody murder all de way. Now, correct me if I be wrong 'bout dis, le Professeur." Xavier falters, then recovers. "You've brought this all on yourself, child." Gambit's kinetic powers may be crippled, but his empathy is as strong as ever. He suddenly opens his mind to Charles--and by virtue of our link--mine. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------ A boy lies upon a bed in a small windowless bedroom. Groggy and weak from drugs, he looks up at his own image reflected back at him by the mirror on the ceiling. He doesn't know how he came to be here; he remembers only scrounging in the trash behind a restaurant, scrounging for food that might still be edible--the he was covered by a shadow, a wet cloth clamped over his nose and mouth, and he lost consciousness to wake up here--wherever here was. A pale boy on the first brink of manhood with waist-length russet hair spread wildly over the mattress he is lying on, naked but for a white sheet flung partially over his body, arms and legs stretched out and strapped down like a sacrificial victim. He turns his head to see a man and a woman enter the room. They stare down at him without expression. He doesn't know who they are, but he tries to appeal to them. "Please . . . please lemme go . . . " he croaks in a dry, brittle voice. "No one gets out of here, little mister, unless we choose to release them. Now, are you going to be agreeable or do we have to use force?' The boy licks his dessicated lips. "Non. No force, si vous plait." He is shaking. "Beautiful," mutters the man. "Utterly exquisite. He'll fetch a great price, and I might even be the one to pay it. You're sure he's still a virgin?" "See for yourself." The woman's voice is cold and merciless. The man lifts the sheet and begins to carefully explore the boy's body without even a flicker of pity, ignoring the thrashing against the straps, admiring the swirling red eyes in spite of their strangeness, the strongly arched eyebrows, full, elegant mouth, graceful neck, soft translucent skin. The woman pulls the sheet completely away from the boy while the man fondles between his legs, then she leans close to the boy and hisses in his ear. "I have plans for you, child," she whispers. "If you keep your wits about you, you can do very well here. I have a very important clientele. Learn how to please them and you'll find them very generous." "Please, no . . . !" The woman grabs the boy's chin roughly and forces him to look her full in her outraged face. "I paid good money for you and I'm getting back every penny of it!" she hisses. "The pain only lasts a minute, and it's time you learned what it's all about." She strikes the boy lightly on the cheek. "What is it you want?" she sneers. "A mommy and a daddy and lots of brothers and sisters?" "Oui . . " whispers the boy. She laughs. "I deal with reality in this business. You're here to make my customers happy." She turns to the man, who has been gazing intently upon the naked boy. "Well, sir?" she asks. "Do you want him? I do have more--experienced delights if you wish to sample them." "I'll take him," the man said thickly. "And keep the straps on." "Do you want him gagged or chloroformed?" "No, he can scream all he wants. Who's going to hear him in this room?" He smiles at the woman, sealing the deal. "Send up some whiskey, will you? I don't want to rush this." The boy discovers that even though the man forces some of the whiskey down his throat, it has no effect on him. The man, however, is becoming progressively more awkward, stumbling about the room as he tries to undress. "M'Sieu?" the boy asks hesitantly, pulling on his restraints. "What is it, brat?" The man is annoyed. "De straps, dey hurt." For proof, the boy displays his bruised wrists. "If y' could loose 'em jus' a lil', wouldn't hurt so bad. Are y' gon' hurt me?" The boy suddenly feels something well up within him, as though he can cast his emotions across the room like a hook on the end of a fishing pole, drape them over the man like a warm blanket. The man's whiskey-sodden glare softens. "I told that woman I didn't want any marks on you." He bends closer to study the delicate wrists, now purpled from fighting the straps. "Jus' let dem out a lil' bit," the boy pleads, crooning softly, abruptly, viciously feeling the man's resolve weakening. "Please, M'Sieu, si vous plait? I no' wan' be 'fraid a' y' . . . " The man sits down on the bed beside him, testing the boy's wrists in the leather restraints. They are much too tight; the boy's hands are becoming whitened in them, his fingernails blue. Why not release the boy? he finds himself thinking. Such a slender, fragile child. Like holding down a cloud. Besides, he wants to feel those young arms and legs wrapped around his body. A snap of the leather strap to free the fine-boned ankles, one more and the impossibly thin wrists are released--only to seize a ceramic basin on the table by the bed and crack the man across the head with it with a strength born of terror and desperation. Fearfully, the boy grabs his threadbare shirt and pants from the floor by the bed, dresses himself, then pushes the door open and peeks outside. The corridor is empty. With pounding heart, he races down the passageway to the staircase. Even though he has no idea of the layout of the huge house, he knows that a staircase as ornate as this must lead to a doorway to the outside. He flies to the stairs, running down them as fast as caution will permit. With no one in sight, the front door stands a heartbeat away. The boy streaks toward it. Then someone catches him in a fierce, cruel grip, lifting him off his bare feet. A single yelp brings a big hand clamped over his mouth. In the struggle, his shirt opens and his assailant begins to maul him. "All right--that's enough," A biting voice interrupts another attempted rape. It's the woman from upstairs, striding into view. "You haven't damaged him, have you?" The boy's captor grunts a reply. "At least you didn't ruin his face, you idiot," she snaps at the bully, then seizes the boy by the arm and begins dragging him back toward the staircase. "You'll be punished for this, boy, trust me, you will! You could've killed one of my best customers!" The boy whirls suddenly and sinks his teeth onto her hand, biting the blood out of her like a wild wolf cub. While she howls and vainly attempts to staunch the blood flow from her mangled hand, the boy dashes away from her and past the caveman at the door to throw his thin shoulder against the door to push it open and vault over the entrance stairs and into the streets. Mercifully, there are people in the walkway--other rag pickers, workmen from the city, shoppers, and people going to and from their businesses. The boy dances in the street like a mad little dervish, using his index fingers to form horns on the sides of his head. "You no' catch Le Diable Blanc again, Madame!" he crows at the glowering woman in the doorway. "Adieu, adieu!" The he runs away into the shadows. ---------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- I have to catch the edge of a table to steady myself. How DARE LeBeau liken me to THAT! This passion for him is destroying me. Xavier staggers into my study. His nose is bleeding from the intensity of what has just been forced into his mind. "You MUST let him go, Magnus!" he begs. "For ALL our sakes! I was able to keep that from getting beyond the three of us--but I may not be able to stop his broadcasting next time! He'll bring down everything we've worked for!" "No. Charles. Never. Do not ask this of me of again." Xavier shakes his head in disbelief. "How can you love him so much, Erik? He despises you!" I clasp my hands behind my back, the I proceed to lie to my oldest friend. "On the contrary, Charles. I do not love the boy. I hate him." Xavier is stunned. "My God, WHY do you hate him so?! What has he done to you?!" I speak with complete calm. "It's like coming upon a lovely fawn in the forest and killing it because you can, because you are strong and it is weak. I get pleasure seeing such beauty wasted, and I enjoy very much making him suffer as he makes me suffer, flaunting that abomination Joseph ever before me. LeBeau is mine, Charles. I can do with him whatever I please. Leave me now, and send LeBeau to my bed chamber. Clearly, he is distraught and in need of comfort. Comfort I intend to provide. Go now and have him brought to me." I return to my bedroom when my servant brings me news that LeBeau has been bathed and dressed and put to bed in my room. I go in, remove my robe, and climb onto the bed, taking him into my arms in spite of his struggles. "Is this any way to greet your lover, Remy? You feel feverish--are you unwell?" Sitting beside LeBeau, I begin to stroke his face with my fingers, amused to feel him shrink away from my touch, his empathic outburst at Charles too much for him. "Oh, Joseph didn't do it this way, did he?" I ask gently. A spark of indignation flares in his scarlet eyes. Holding his alarmed attention, my hands begin to wander, touching his body possessively, as I address him in a low voice. "Are you sulking because Joseph left you, my beautiful Remy? Jealous because he chose the Magnoshere over your considerable charm? You mustn't let it depress you, darling--I should have warned you." I'm breathing heavily by now, my hands fumbling under his gown, touching him as intimately as I please. Suddenly aroused by his wretchedness, I fling my body over his. He groans under my weight, struggling, trying to push me away--but I abruptly seize the iron in his body in my magnetic grip, sending him into cramps like breaker waves. He closes his eyes, but the pain is so terrible that he clings to me and cries like a child. He speaks to me in English in spite of his determination not to, pleading with me to help him. Opening his eyes, he watches me, appalled, as I cover his body with my own, rejoicing in his suffering. A violent shudder passes through his his slender body, and he touches my face pleadingly, finally broken. "Please . . . help moi . . water . . . si vous plait . . . water . . . " "You're making such a fuss, my love. Over nothing." I run my hand through the glorious mane of russet hair before getting up. I pour champagne into a large flute and return to him, but he shakes his head in protest. He knows what champagne can do to his will and his senses. "Water . . . si vous plait . . . " he begs, tears filling his eyes. "This is what you need, Remy. Drink it!" I grab his head as it lolls to the side, and insist again. "Drink it!" "Help me . . . I can' sit up . . ." he murmurs weakly. "Why, of course, my pretty one." Perching on the bed, I lift him against me and hold the glass to his lips. He takes a small sip, holding it in his mouth--then he suddenly summons his little remaining strength, spits out the liquid, and knocks the glass from my hand. "Damn you!" I yell. "You damn whore, you WILL drink it!" Snatching up the glass from the carpet, I storm back to the bottle and pour out a refill. Returning to the bed, I set the glass down on the night table, then pin him against the headboard, my fingernails digging into his tender flesh. Forcing his head back, I bring the glass swiftly to his mouth, intending to pour the champagne down his throat, but he is too quick for me. As the stem passes before him, he painfully reaches for it and bites the fluted glass in half, champagne cascading down the front of his gown. I strike him in rage, my hands tightening around his throat, but a vicious paroxysm hits him, and his convulsion breaks my grip. Alarmed, I leap away from him. The fit lasts but a moment, leaving him huddled and trembling on my bed. Sobbing, he rasps, "Mon Dieu, please don' let me die like dis!" I pounce on him again. "And how DO you want to die, my darling? In the arms of your beloved JOSEPH?!" Taking him by the shoulders, I begin to shake him bodily, slapping him sharply on each cheek. "Answer me, LeBeau! Did you love him? DID YOU LOVE HIM?!" Remy suddenly raises his handsome head, and stares at me, more defiant than I've yet seen him. "Damn you, you little slut! So you won't answer me! I could kill you with but a thought, and don't think for one instant that I WON'T!!!!!!" He looks at me coldly; he finds me as detestable as ever. "Why do you hate me so much?" he asks, eerily calm. My back stiffens as though pierced by an iron rod. "Because you're so beautiful!" I shout at him. "Because you loved HIM!" "You are wrong, Magnus," he says evenly. "I loved Joseph, dat much is true. And I will tell you now that I love him still, dead though he is, I love him. And I will always hate YOU." "DAMN YOU TO THE BLACKEST PITS OF HELL!!!!!!!" I scream. Xavier's old cane stands in the corner of the room, and I seize it, simultaneously swinging Remy onto his stomach. Pulling his hair to one side and using it to hold him down, I rip open his gown, exposing his back, shoulders, buttocks, and legs, then in cold fury, I begin to lash his naked back with the cane. "DAMN YOU! DAMN YOU!!!!" I roar so loudly that I drown out the screams I force out of him. He writhes under my leg, which pins him to the bed, both arms trying to protect his head. I beat him until I'm exhausted. He lies so still--is he alive or dead? For the moment, I don't care. I storm out of my room, locking the door behind me. ---------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- But I can't stay away from him for even a few hours. I find Remy lying on his stomach, asleep. Somehow he has managed to tear strips of bed sheeting to staunch the blood seeping from the wounds on his back. The sheets are damp and soaked with gore. He looks up at me, dangerously weak, but the steel is still in his eyes, and I know then, with utter finality that he will never break and give himself to me. Time to get it over with, then. Time to end both the misery for both of us. I no longer care for Genosha, let it rot or sink into the sea. All I care about is this angel, this devil, who torments me day and night. I cannot live without him, and I will not let him live without me. Petulantly, I strike the leg of the bed with Xavier's walking stick. Remy shields his eyes in an attempt to prevent me from seeing his tears. Still proud and brave to the very end, aren't you, my love? I could have ruled the world with you by my side. I jab his side with the cane, laughing when he whimpers in pain. "Well, slut, you don't seem very pleased to see me. Sit up!" "Help moi . . . " he can barely speak above a whisper. "Oh, you need some assistance, whore? But of course!" I lift him in my arms, supporting him tenderly for a moment before shoving him and his wounded back against the wall. Too weak to cry out, he regards me warily like an animal brought to bay, his head moving restlessly against the rough texture of the wall, his attention wandering to alarming degree, as though he is delirious. He forces himself to look at me--no, not AT me--BEYOND me--toward THE OPEN DOOR. Curse me for a fool, I forgot to lock it. But it doesn't matter. He's too weak to crawl the distance, let alone run it. "You look dreadful, Remy," I coo to him. "What would JOSEPH think if he could see you now?" He only stares hatefully at me. Enraged by his silence, I leap to my feet and pull him away from the wall, running the cane savagely across his back, reopening the wounds. He cries out sharply as the blood begins to flow, sobbing piteously: "Joseph . . . " It maddens me, and I find myself as distraught as he is. Both of us stand on the brink of insanity and death. I realize that his fragile body houses a heart of adamantium, and he can and will hold out against me until the end of Time itself. "Speak to me! Why don't you speak to me, whore? Talk to me, tell me you love ME, or I'll throw you down the stairs!" I grab him cruelly by his mane of coppery hair and drag him toward the door. He still struggles against my hands closing around his throat, trying to shift so that my body is between him and the stairs. Too terrified to die at my hands, battling for his wasted life, but it's hopeless--only my support is keeping him from falling down the steep stairwell, and he clings to me in desperation. "Magnus." I think I heard someone call my name, but I don't care. All I want is to kill the boy, then myself. With an oath, I shove the little slut back into the bedroom and fling him onto the bed. Gripping the back of his neck with one hand, I raise the cane, ready to smash it down on Remy's beautiful head and end this nightmare for both of us. And then the cane crumbles into ash and we are enveloped in blinding white light. Have we already died, and I am to go to Heaven or Hell with my most coveted possession in my arms, a victory in death if not in life? "Magnus." That voice. I know it. "Show yourself!" I snarl, still holding the writhing Gambit in my arms. The pure light dims slightly, and Remy cries out joyously, kicking his way free from me and crawling toward the foot of the bed. As I watch, the deep wounds on his back close and heal and he holds out his arms like a child to be picked up- -which he is, and cradled against the chest of a man I know-- yet do not know at all. The young god stands before me, and his face shows me no animosity--nothing but sadness and pity. His white hair cascades down his back like a glacier, and he is infinitely more powerful and vibrant than he was when I battled him. "Magnus," he asks almost tenderly, "why have you done this?" "Because Remy LeBeau is MINE, you misbegotten abortion! I killed you once and have no compunction against doing it again!" "Ah, Magnus." Joseph sighs, as he would toward an errant child having a tantrum. "Would that I had not been so enraptured by the Magnosphere that I only now heard my beloved's cry to me. Would that you had entered the Magnosphere when I did--then your eyes would have been opened to the very heart of the Universe itself and we would be brothers in its tending." "Don't you DARE refer to me as your brother! You are nothing but a wretched BYBLOW! You have no right to life, let alone to the love of my pet! Spirit LeBeau anywhere on Earth you please, and I swear I will find him and take him from you for myself!" "You haven't been listening, Erik Magnus Lensherr. The Earth is the barest particle of the Magnoshere. You could have mastered it with me, completed yourself and your destiny, and the entire Universe would be yours, as it is mine. Search this planet for Remy all you please, and you will be disappointed, I assure you." "Then where are you taking him?" "To one of the many, many planets where we may live with each other as we please, where Remy will be forever safe from you." I throw down my glove. "I challenge you for him now! Your life or mine! One of us dies here and now, but I will not let him go without a fight!" Joseph sighs again. "I do not fight insects, Magnus. Be happy with your little island and what you have accomplished here. Try to follow your dream for a mutant homeland, and make it come true as best you can." In his arms, Remy buries his head against Joseph's chest; he is still crying, but from overwhelming happiness now instead of misery. "Goodbye, Magnus," Joseph says, already beginning to shimmer like the sun. A flare of blinding light, and then they are gone. Even every last drop of Remy's precious blood is gone from my bed sheets. I have nothing left of him. At first I vow to find entrance to the Magnosphere, then realize it was forever denied to me when I turned my back on it and left Joseph to stabilize it with his own energy. I'd thought him burned out, but he had simply burned brighter than my eyes could see. And now, he has come and gone, taking with him the only brightness in my life. I walk to the window of my bedroom. I could stop myself, I could save myself with a thought--but for what? A lifetime without Remy LeBeau to hold and have, no hope of ever entering the ecstasy and salvation of the Magnosphere-- unthinkable now, unbearable. Opening the window, I step out. The stones below await me. ________________________________________________ Get your own "800" number - Free Free voicemail, fax, email, and a lot more http://www.ureach.com/reg/tag To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: comicslash-unsubscribe@egroups.com. Do not ask the list to unsubscribe you. We will mock you for your stupidity in not reading this sig.