Part 10 THE END Bobby didn’t know what to do when he realized Remy’s door was locked. “Gambit? I’m sorry I upset you,” he said and hoped Remy was listening. Don’t bring up Warren, don’t bring up Warren, don’t bring up Warren, don’t bring up Warren, he repeated all over, trying to find a way to make Remy open that door. “Go away.” Remy’s voice sounded distressed and Bobby’s face briefly contorted in sympathy. “Remy, give me a chance to explain things to you!” Suddenly it hit him how much he hated having hurt Remy’s feelings, even without intention. If he’d had any doubts about his feelings for Gambit he knew the answer now. Butterflies were dancing in his stomach and the idea of Remy being inside that room all alone and hurting, almost made him feel physically ill. “Remy, please, I want to talk things out,” he pleaded, immensely thankful the others weren’t home. A click signaled that the door had been unlocked, but Bobby was still hesitant to just walk in there. “Can I come inside?” “Oui,” a long sigh, cloaked in resignation drifted passed the door. Bobby gathered his courage and opened the door. Remy stood near the window, looking out over the white landscape and visibly shivering at the sight. “What do y’ wan’?” Remy asked without making eye contact. The quilt was still draped over his shoulders and Bobby immediately noticed the hands, which had turned in to fists. It was obvious that Remy wasn’t going to elaborate on his reasons for storming out of the living room so it was up to him to start this conversation. What did I get myself in to? Why can’t I be attracted to a nice girl? Why does it have to be Remy and what can I possibly say to convince him I’m not playing games? With trepidation Remy waited for Bobby to address him. He’d almost believed in this sweet illusion, had almost believed someone really cared about him ‘in that way’. But it had only been his charm power and he still wasn’t sure why he hadn’t detected it slip from his grasp. “You accused me of playing games,” Bobby said in a wary tone. “What games?” “Makin’ m’ feel at ‘ome ‘ere,” Remy said fatigued. “I knew it was a mistake t’ come back.” “But I want you to feel at home here,” Bobby said confused, “After all, this =is= your home!” “Non, it ain’t. Lost dat privilege when I trusted Sinister.” Even now, pronouncing that name caused him pain. “Warren told me his version of what happened in the tunnels,” Bobby said eventually, giving up on avoiding the real issue. “Now, I want to hear yours.” “Why?” Remy laughed bitterly. “Ange an’ y’ are such good friends… I’d be wasting my time.” “Remy,” Bobby sighed and moved closer to put another blanket over Gambit’s shoulder. Then he led him to the bed and sat Remy down. “How did you meet up with Sinister?” “Needed someone t’ show m’ how t’ control my powers. I was losin’ control and he knows a lot of genetic mutation. He helped m’.” “And in return?” Bobby pushed on relentlessly. “I recruited de Marauders. Didn’ know why he needed dem. I didn’ ask.” Remy rubbed his eyes. Why did he have to keep repeating all this? First Magneto, then Storm and now Bobby. “And Storm knows this?” Bobby smiled reassuringly. He hadn’t believed Warren when the man had accused Gambit of participating in the killing. The antipathy between the two men had always been there and this incident had fed it, fuelled the fire to new heights. “Stormy knows.” Remy was tired and wished he could curl up underneath those blankets and close his eyes. Why was Bobby still here? Looking in to blue eyes he sensed no loathing, sympathy yes, even a little bit of understanding, which surprised him. But if he wanted to know for sure how Bobby felt he would have to probe deeper and he wouldn’t do that without permission. “Why are y’ doin’ dis?” He whispered the question he had first asked in the living room. Bobby nodded his head. “I like you,” he said hesitantly. Geez, this is hard! I never had problems telling girls I like them and now I’m blushing at this admission. “Bobby?” Remy whispered and hoped it wasn’t somehow the charm power influencing the young man. “I guess I like you a lot,” Bobby confessed in a choked tone and he sucked in his breath as Remy moved a little closer towards him. Locking eyes with Remy he noticed the disbelief in them. “Why are you surprised? I thought you could read my emotions?” and shrugged his shoulders. What the hell am I saying? Where should I put my hands? Does my voice shake? What if he laughs at me and tells me he doesn’t like guys? After all he loves Rogue and… “It’s only de charm power, cher.” Remy’s eyes grew sad. “Once y’ leave de room it’s over.” Bobby shook his head. “I thought you weren’t using that charm of yours on me? And he remembered the impact feeling Remy’s fear had had on him. Wouldn’ t he have felt the charm power as well? “Or did you lie to me?” “Non, cher, didn’ lie. I ain’t usin’ it, but maybe it found a way out wit’ out m’ knowin’ ‘bout it.” His heart pounded hearing Bobby’s confession. To be loved, to be cared for… he didn’t deserve it. “Did it ever occur to you that I could fall in love with you without the help of that charm power of yours?” Bobby quipped and trembled at the same time. Oh! I told him I’m in love with him and he didn’t even bat an eyelash at hearing that! Not to mention that he didn’t tell me he felt the same way. Maybe I should go back to my room before this becomes utterly embarrassing! Bobby’s comment hit him unprepared. Falling in love with him? With a traitor? “Y’ deserve a lot better dan m’,” Remy said and swallowed hard. His mouth had gone dry and the temperature in the room seemed to be still dropping. Speechless, Bobby let the remark penetrate his mind. “Better?” He smiled weakly and sought out Remy’s hand underneath the blanket. “It’s you who deserves better!” Remy wondered about the suddenly mischievous look on Bobby’s face. “Non, y’ do.” “No, you do! “Non, y’ do!” Bobby smiled warmly. “What about… we deserve each other?” Hesitantly, Remy returned that smile. “Are y’ sure, cher?” This was sudden and unexpected, but his heart was already telling him they might work out if he gave it a chance. “What ‘bout Ange?” “You know something?” Bobby softly caressed the knuckles of Remy’s hand. “We ’ve grown apart. The man I talked to a few days ago was a stranger, obsessed with hate and rage and I didn’t like what he was saying.” Remy felt indecisive. Bobby’s feelings were telling him the young man was sincere, but he hesitated to give in to temptation. “I ain’t the right lover for y’,” he pointed out to Bobby who flushed at the mention of the word lover. “Actually, I’ve never seen y’ wid a man ‘fore,” Remy said questioningly. “Well, that,” Bobby started uncomfortably. “My dad is kinda prejudiced about gays so I never told him…” Remy smiled knowingly. “And y’ decided t’ hide in de closet instead?” “Something like that,” Bobby admitted, “But Hank knows and Storm and Jean suspect the truth, I guess.” “And what’s dat trut’?” Remy asked awkwardly. “ That I’ve fallen for the charms of a Cajun thief!” Bobby quipped and raised a finger to gingerly touch Remy’s lips. “I’ve never before kissed a man.” “I’ve never ‘fore kissed an Iceman,” Remy said and shivered. “Don’ turn in t ’ ice on m’!” “I promise.” Bobby cocked his head and loved seeing that shy smile on Remy’s face. “Well, are you going to kiss me or not?” “Want m’ t’?” Remy wasn’t sure he should give in, but... he craved feeling that warm body against his, nipping at those earlobes and tracing the inside of Bobby’s mouth with his lips. But he realized he had to take this slow or he might scare Bobby away. “Yesss,” Bobby whispered and watched in fascination as those lips closed in on him and finally brushed his. “Y’ like, cher?” Remy mumbled at opening lips. “A lot.” Remy deepened the kiss a little but watched Bobby’s reaction closely. As those blue orbs widened in surprise he pulled back. Remy’s own eyes were dropping shut now that they had done away with this stupid misunderstanding. “I wanna sleep in y’r arms,” Remy whispered sensually and chuckled, seeing Bobby’s blush. “I said =sleep=.” “Awright.” Reassured, Bobby wondered what he should do next. It felt like he ’d forgotten to say something, but… Remy laid down and looked up expectedly. “Did y’ change y’r mind, mon amour?” “Hey, hold on… I know what that means!” Bobby said triumphantly. “My love?” “Très bon!” Remy said impressed and wished Bobby would join him as the cold was slithering back in to his bones. “So, do you love me?” Bobby asked and crept towards Remy across the bed. Confused, Remy licked his lips. Did he really love Bobby? Merde! Why did everything have to happen this fast? As he examined his feelings he discovered a strong attraction towards Bobby and more importantly… passion. “Oui, je vous aime.” “That better be a yes!” Bobby said, but no longer doubted Remy’s confession as Gambit’s emotions slowly flowed in to his mind. “That’s a definite yes.” “Oui.” Remy sighed as Bobby opened his arms and he quickly moved in to them. His body was surprisingly warm for an Iceman, Remy mused and rested his head against Bobby’s chest. Quickly, Bobby pulled up the blankets and then stared at the ceiling. Some part of his brain still hadn’t registered the fact that he was holding a man in his arms and not a woman. Remy was in his arms and suddenly the world was a much brighter place to live in. “Remy?” “Oui?” he replied in a sleep heavy voice. Snuggling closer he wrapped his arms around his new lover and listened to his steady heartbeat. Bobby had completely surprised him, but he wasn’t complaining! “I love you too,” Bobby whispered and Remy released a smothered chuckle. “What?” “I never t’ought someone would ever again tell m’ dat,” Remy admitted honestly. “You still feel cold though,” Bobby stated worried. “Then use y’ body heat t’ warm m’.” Remy couldn’t help making the innocent remark, but his senses told him Bobby didn’t think it was so innocently. “Cher, jus’ hold m’,” Remy said instead and relished the feel of those arms around his waist. This felt surprisingly right! “Awright,” Bobby stuttered and caressed a lock of auburn hair that had slipped between fingers. As he closely listened to Remy’s breathing he realized the Cajun had fallen asleep. ******Let me know if you also wanna read the sequel to this story!*********** C:\Program Files\Microsoft Office\Office\Normal.dot Page 5 03/01/00