Part 3 After what had been hours, Remy woke again. This time he felt strong enough to actually try and move his hands. The ache had lessened slightly, but the chilly, burning sensation was still there. Hesitantly he brought them up from underneath the blankets and only now he realized he was wrapped up in several thick woolen blankets. Staring at the back of his hands he still envisioned seeing the white color they had possessed hours, or was it days, ago? His hands trembled, shook viciously and he quickly buried them again underneath the fabric. No matter how many blankets were warming him, Remy still felt the ice inside his bones. How long had he been out there? Two nights... How had he survived? He should have died that first night, so why hadn't he? Maybe his mutant powers had kept him alive? Maybe =his energy= had kept him alive. Remy had never thought he would ever be glad to possess these powers. He felt slightly exultant for having survived that frozen hell but then he remembered where he was and who was looking after him. Magneto. What was the man doing here in the first place? Remy still wasn't sure whether he was relieved to be alive, or sad because he hadn't died out there. Being alive meant facing his dark deeds and he wasn't sure he could ever do that. Not after Rogue had left him there to die. One thing he knew for sure was that he could never go back to the mansion. Could never face them, especially not Warren for the pain he had caused. Remy could forgive Rogue for leaving him behind, could forgive her for her judgment call. He probably didn't deserve better after all the deaths he'd cost, and Warren would =never= forgive him. Remy had sensed his terrible pain as Warren had lost his wings. Seldom had he felt such agony and he'd wished he had been able to reach out to soothe that pain, to lessen the hurt, but he was the one who had caused it in the first place. He had no right to comfort the victim. Maybe Rogue had been right to leave him out there to die. How could anyone forgive the things he'd done? Unable to deal with this right now, Remy pushed it away and focused on his present situation, at least he =tried= to concentrate on the mess he was in. Apparently Magneto had a base in this hell and Remy stored that information away in his mind. But why bother? It wasn't like he was going back to tell the X-Men about it. That was one thing he truly regretted. Remy had always liked Storm and would greatly miss her. "Get t' y' feet!" he told himself in an angry tone. Laying here like this made him feel vulnerable. He was already emotionally messed up and the last thing he wanted was to voluntarily add to his own discomfort. "That would be an unwise thing to do," Magneto said in a berating tone. "You need the rest, and you're in no danger from me." It greatly surprised him that Gambit hadn't noticed his arrival. "Why do I find dat hard t' believe?" Remy asked and quickly scanned the entrance. Magneto wasn't wearing his helm, and the look on his face surprised him. The eyes were remarkably soft and Magneto's smile warm. "You don't trust people, do you?" Magneto countered and leaned casually against the wall. It would take him a long time to make this youngster open up to him. "Have no reason t'," Remy whispered and bit down the hurt. Suddenly he recognized the look on Magneto's face. Mon Dieu... was he responsible for that attraction? Immediately he blocked the charm power, trying hard to undo the damage. The last thing he needed was for Magneto to physically want him. It must have been his confusion allowing his charm power to flow free, but Remy knew he was too weak to constantly suppress them. When he'd fall asleep he'd lose his grip on it again. The way he was now he could never fight Magneto. "I studied your record," Magneto said slowly and drew in a deep breath as the crushing emotions of want and protection weakened. So, his suspicions had been correct. He would have to address this matter soon. But Gambit withdrawing his influence like this confirmed what he had suspected all along. Gambit had no real control over this ability. Remembering their topic he said, "Charles needs to secure his files in a better way." "What do y' wan' from m'?" Remy asked again in a shaky tone as ice packed memories pressed deeper in to his mind. He didn't want them! He didn't want to remember his failure! He knew what he had done and =what= he was. "I don't know yet," Magneto revealed as he took a step closer, determined to proceed with caution. "Your ability to charge objects and even flesh with energy is... interesting, but hardly of use to me." He paused briefly, "But then again, you've got other talents as well, haven't you?" Charles' notes had been incomplete on Gambit's mental powers and he had to trust his instincts to guide him through this conversation. Pretending ignorance Remy stared in to Magneto's eyes, trying to look unimpressed, but failing miserably. "I don' know what y're talkin' ‘bout." "You see, Remy," Magneto said and put emphasis on the fact that he knew his name, "My research is quite extensive. Unlike Charles I also use sources of a more... criminal nature." He had chosen to use the name on purpose as he wanted to try and gain the young man's trust. Remy's fingers touched the blanket, ready to charge it, as he didn't know Magneto's plans. Did the man want to use him for his plans like Sinister had done? No way he was going to cooperate and make the same mistake twice! He'd rather die. "What do y' wan'?" Suddenly Magneto's expression changed as if he'd realized something that had previously totally eluded him. Magneto remained quiet, thinking about his next step. "Are you a telepath?" he asked, uncertain how to formulate his question. "Non," Remy replied quickly, too quickly and looked away. He couldn't tell his enemy about the charm power. "You're lying," Magneto stated, correctly reading the expression in those red on black eyes. How to explain to Gambit that he didn't want to harm him? "Je suis honnęte!" Remy exclaimed angered, trying to calm himself down. Remy couldn't help resorting back to his native tongue, and that fact indicated how stressed out he really was. Magneto shook his head. "It's been a long time since I spoke French," he said slightly amused, "but I understand what you're trying to say." Was it possible that Gambit himself didn't know the extent of his mental powers? Magneto regretted upsetting the young man and suddenly noticed the hurt look on his face. He'd seen that look before... "I ain't a telepat’!" he repeated in a futile attempt to convince Magneto and himself. "But the scans indicate unusual neural activity," Magneto stated determined. "Are you going to tell me the truth or do I have to drag it all out of you?" He hoped he wasn't coming on too strong. Being left for dead on the ice would be traumatizing for everyone. "Why do y' want t' know?" Remy asked, feeling cornered. How could this 'ability' show up on Magneto's scans if even the professor couldn't detect it? Magneto sat down and stared hard at him. Remy gathered his courage and returned that stare. This was the X-Men's worst adversary and he wouldn't give him any inside information. He wasn't that dumb, even though he was a traitor. Magneto released a sigh, and shifted on the chair. "I think we've got a misunderstanding here. As I said before, you're in no danger from me." He had to reassure Remy, but realized that words wouldn't be enough. If he was reading the other man right, Gambit had been hurt too many times to trust any one. "Hard t' believe," Remy countered, knowing Magneto's reputation only too well. The man was probably thinking about a way to get him out of here without his base's location becoming known. That meant feet first, Remy realized startled. So, he was going to die anyway. "I see," Magneto murmured and pondered his next move. "Are you feeling any better? Your body was almost frozen stiff when I found you." He changed the topic on purpose, trying to back away from whatever had upset Remy that much. Frozen... why did he have to use that word? Shivers racked his body and Remy pushed himself deeper in to the blankets. "A lil' better," he admitted gingerly, uncertain why Magneto was showing this much interest in his condition. "You must be wondering why I was out there in the first place," Magneto said, offering bait he knew Remy couldn't resist. And before Remy knew it, he had taken it. "Oui," he replied softly. "I registered the fighting, but preferred to stay out of the battle." It was the truth. The battle had taken him by surprise, and he had still been trying to figure out what had happened as the fighting had stopped. Then he had witnessed how Rogue had dropped Gambit on to the ice. Seeing that no one was coming to the rescue he'd decided to take in Remy himself. Remy's eyes sought out Magneto's and sent him an unspoken question. Why had he come out of hiding? Magneto nodded his head as if he'd received that message and Remy shivered seeing that confirmation. "Rogue left you behind, and the others didn't come for you," Magneto stated honestly. His words tore open the closing wound. "Oui, dey left Remy behind," he said in a vulnerable tone and before Remy knew it he was talking about himself in the third person. Was he that upset? Magneto remained quiet and Remy wasn't going to enlighten him. An awkward silence wrapped itself around the young man and suddenly his charm powers lashed out, reaching out to Magneto, needing to know he was safe. Needed to know that someone cared for him, for whatever reason that might be. Magneto's eyes tightened and Remy trembled as those eyes completely focused on him. It took him a moment to regain control over the charm power. Remy didn't know what to make of Magneto's reaction. Had the other man felt him reach out? "You should learn to control that," Magneto started and seemed to search for a word to add, "Remy." The sensation had taken him by surprise, but he had recognized the manipulation. He had experienced the same thing as he had found Remy in the snow. However, the amount of fear in the young man's eyes startled him. Magneto's answer confirmed Remy's fear. Somehow, Magneto had picked up on him losing control, but how? "I've had too many telepaths in my mind to not register that. If you aren't a telepath... what are you then?" he asked in a soft tone and leaned in closer. He had to prevent Gambit from spiraling down in to fear. Remy jerked as far away as the blankets allowed him to, praying Magneto didn't have =that= look in his eyes. The expression that said that he was about to be claimed by the older mutant as his possession. At times he really hated the charm power for the trouble it got him in to. "Can' control it," Remy explained softly as his body tensed in fearful apprehension. "I figured that," Magneto said kindly, intent on taking away that fear. "I want you to explain it to me." "How? Don' understan’ it m'self," Remy whispered upset. "What does it do?" Remy desperately tried to find a way to explain it to him. "Charm power," he started, "Can read y'r emotions, can send dem back." It sounded dumb the way he tried to explain something so complex, but the truth was he had never thought about it that deeply before. "And you can't control it?" Magneto said with a hint of sadness in his tone. "Non, not completely," he admitted and gingerly looked up at Magneto. That tone had taken him aback, as if the other man knew... "I'm surprised that Charles didn't offer you his help. After all, this is his field of expertise." Magneto closely studied Remy and realized the fear was slowly receding, maybe because of the clinical way they were discussing this. Remy was tremendously relieved to see Magneto's eyes were lucid and didn't resemble the ones which had chased him down the streets when he had been a kid... when they had tried getting their hands on him. They had succeeded too often. Remy shuddered at that memory. "You didn't tell him?" Magneto said and laughed warmly in disbelief. "You managed to keep this from Charles?" The next moment he turned serious again as he realized that decision must have added greatly to Gambit's pain. "That must mean you've got formidable shields." Or, he added in thought, Charles detected it, but respected Remy's wish not to discuss it. "Only blockin' de charm power," Remy objected weakly as he couldn't deny Magneto's statement. Xavier might suspect he had mental powers, but didn't know for sure and Remy wanted to keep it that way. He needed every advantage he could get, even if it was a double-edged sword. "You really made things hard on yourself," Magneto concluded in earnest, but didn't explain his comment. "Pourquoi?" Remy asked surprised. How had Magneto reached that conclusion? "We'll talk later." Magneto got to his feet and pushed back the chair. First he needed to do more research concerning this phenomenon. But before he left he wanted to be sure Remy hadn't developed a fever. Remy silently watched as Magneto's hand gently settled down on his brow and he flinched at the contact, uncertain why Magneto was doing this. "You still feel cold. Get some sleep and I'll bring something to eat the next time I visit you," Magneto said in a tone that allowed no room for argument. He'd noticed the flinch, the subconscious response that revealed fear. They would have to address this later. "Did y' contact de Professeur?' Remy asked, as he needed to know that answer. "No," Magneto replied, still slightly mystified. "I'll honor your request, but I expect answers later." Maybe now that he'd been forced in to this situation Remy would face some of his problems. But he couldn't push the young man too hard now. "Oui," Remy whispered relieved. "Y'll get dem," feeling confident he would be able to make up answers that would satisfy Magneto's curiosity. "Good," Magneto stated and walked towards the doorway. "And I suggest you try to keep that 'charm power' under control while you're here." He doubted Remy could do that, but the last thing he wanted was to lose his control as well. Remy nodded his head fatigued, hoping it wouldn't reach out again, but what when he was asleep? Only then he registered the odd tone Magneto had used when referring to it. Too tired and cold to consider all answers, Remy choose to fall asleep instead. Magneto softly left the room and headed back to his computer console. C:\Program Files\Microsoft Office\Office\Normal.dot Page 6 03/01/00