Name story Ange tombé (Fallen angel), Part 2 Author Morgana The cold was gone. It was the first thing he noticed when he started to wake up, but then Remy realized with a fright that he could hardly move. His body was paralyzed and although he struggled to open his eyes, fatigue was all consuming so he had to give up. Stretched out on some kind of bed he relished its softness and warmth, which seemed to caress his brittle skin. The cold was gone, and he was no longer alone. Although he was still too tired to make an effort to identify the person close to him, Remy distinctly felt a presence, a strong one. Someone was close. Maybe not in this room, but close enough for him to sense it. Knowing someone was looking after him confused him, and he apprehensively waited for the things to come. Everything was better than being alone. Absolutely relishing the fact that the air around him was no longer icy cold, he drew in a deep breath. Soft fabric covered his cold body and as it moved over his naked skin Remy wondered who'd brought him here and why. He vaguely remembered a voice, a man's voice, but wasn't sure whether the voice had sounded familiar or not. Everything he'd heard or sensed when he had been laying on the ice felt strangely distorted. Shivering, he remembered the cold, the mind numbing cold and the loneliness it had brought with it. He'd expected to die there after Rogue had dropped him on to the ice pack and again the questions circled in his mind. Why hadn't she helped him? Why had she left? Had she decided this was punishment and had she sentenced him to death? No matter how hard he tried he couldn't understand her actions. Remy doubted she would ever give him those answers and he never wanted to see her again. "You should try and get more sleep." The sound of a determined voice should have startled him, but it didn't. The fact that he hadn't even heard any footsteps and hadn't sensed the presence approach told him he was exhausted. Yes, the voice sounded familiar. If only his eyes would open, but they remained stubbornly closed. Whose voice was it? "I'll be back later." "Wait," Remy managed to whisper in a rough tone. Well, at least his lips obeyed him! "Who...?" Then exhaustion struck and his voice deserted him. "Later," the stranger replied in a soft tone. "Wanna know!" he murmured drained, but sleep sneaked up on him. Remy tried raising his hand in an effort to stop the man from leaving, but his body was made out of ice and refused to cooperate. Trapped. He felt trapped and his stomach contorted with remembered fear. It wasn't the first time he was at someone's mercy and he started to panic. He had been trapped before when he'd been a kid roaming the streets. A lot of weirdos tried taking advantage of a street kid and at times he'd had no way out. Remy shivered violently as he wondered if this stranger had the same thing in mind for him now. "Later," the man insisted. Sighing, Remy give in. At least his body wasn't hurting that badly any longer. It had gone strangely numb. Using his last bit of strength he moved his left arm and the movement told him that he wasn't being restrained. That knowledge made him calm down. He'd done a few dumb things when he had been a street kid, before Jean-Luc had adopted him. Things he wasn't proud of, but he'd needed money to buy food. Going home with strangers had also provided him with a place to sleep, but sleeping in a bed hardly compensated the pain, which had been inflicted on him in return. In those days all he'd cared about had been money, food and shelter. That was how he had survived. And all he wanted now was company. Remy didn't want to be alone, not after they'd deserted =him=, the traitor. As he had joined the X-Men he should have realized they would find out the truth at one point, but... Remy had hoped it would have taken them much longer. He had almost forgotten about the stranger as his voice suddenly reminded him of his presence. "If you won't go back to sleep, I'll have to give you a sedative. I'm not a doctor and would hate adding to your discomfort." Not a doctor... the admission drifted in to his mind. So where the hell was he? "Mon Dieu, where did y' take m’?" Remy asked in a shaky tone as his teeth refused to stop chattering. "You're stubborn," the man replied with faint amusement in his voice. "But what else to expect from one of Charles' students?" "Y' know m’?" Remy was fighting, fighting hard not to fall asleep. If he only could convince his eyes to open! And where had he heard that voice before? "Yes, Gambit, and now you're going to sleep." Hearing his name Remy apprehensively wondered whether he was in trouble again. If the man knew his identity, he might also know he'd betrayed the X-Men and Morlocks... Why had he walked in to Sinister's trap? When he had recruited the Marauders he hadn't known Sinister planned to wipe out the Morlocks with his help. If only he'd known back then what he knew now! He would never have agreed to help Sinister. The name still sent nervous shivers down his cold spine and a terrible feeling of regret overwhelmed him. He was responsible for so many deaths! Unexpected, sleep crashed in on him and he suspected the stranger had lived up to his promise and had fed him sleeping meds. Looked like he had no choice now. He was going back to sleep whether he wanted to or not. "I'm going to contact Charles," the stranger announced determined. "Non!" Remy exclaimed in panic, uncertain where he had gotten the strength from to make that statement. "Non, don' do dat!" The plea sapped the little strength he'd left and hurled him in to a deep sleep. "I'm going to contact Charles now..." The words kept ringing in his mind and Remy desperately hoped the man hadn't informed the X-Men that he was still alive. Shifting uncomfortably on the bed he slipped in to a state between waking and unconsciousness. The cold returned and his teeth chattered, as he pulled the blankets closer to his shivering body. "Non, don' contact him!" he whispered unwillingly. Remy didn't want them to know he was still alive. He didn't even want to know why he was thinking like this. All he wanted was to feel warm and to sense this presence, which radiated life and... concern? Suddenly feeling a lot more awake he focused on that emotion. Concern? Why would anyone be concerned about =him=? Maybe the man didn't know what he had done in the past? That might explain it. Even Rogue had felt it necessary to leave him out here. So many times he'd tried to show her how much he loved her. He had even kissed her... and had paid for that folly as she'd learned bits and pieces of his past. Remy had even been prepared to deny himself her touch... something which had always been hard for him, to deny himself touch. Touching skin was... beyond words. Skin contact enabled him to perceive someone's emotions more clearly. He craved soothing their worries or when it had been a lover touching him, to send back the pleasure he was experiencing. During such intimate moments he had often wondered if the other realized what he was doing. If they ever did, it had never showed. Did the professor know about his charm power? It had never occurred to him to tell Charles Xavier about it and he didn't want people to know all his tricks, even if this power frequently got him in to trouble. Remy vividly remembered one time when he'd drunk a little too much of the bubbly and suddenly Logan had been eying him appreciately. Remembering the expression in Logan's eyes still made him chuckle mentally. He had learned to control it to a certain degree, but when he'd lived on the streets it had only brought him trouble. Sinister elements had found themselves drawn to him and all he had been able to do back then, was to run for his life... and run hard! Slowly he regained his senses and opened his eyes, hoping the light wouldn't blind him. Peeking through half closed eyelids he sighed relieved at the sight of dimmed lights. It took great effort to cock his head and take in the room. It certainly didn't look like he was in a hospital. "I'm not a doctor," the stranger had said and that revelation only confused him more. Where was he and who was this man who had taken him in? Sensing the now familiar presence coming closer he quickly closed his eyes. No need to give away the small advantage he'd got. This man didn't need to know he was awake. Noise emerged from the right and he realized the stranger had put something down on the table. He tried hard and focused on this person's emotions and again a wave of concern and... curiosity hit him. But there was no hint of malice. Slightly reassured he cracked open his eyes. "So you finally got tired of pretending you're asleep?" the man said approvingly. Baffled, Remy stared at his face and at first he was convinced it was Joseph, the Magneto clone Rogue had shoved under his nose some time ago. Then he understood his mistake. This wasn't the clone. This was the real thing! "Magneto?" Remy stuttered amazed and realized he was dire straits. "Ah, you recognize me. Eric Magnus Lensherr," he introduced himself with a nod of his head. "Or, Magneto, to others." Carefully, he studied Gambit's expression. The young man was stunned and Magneto decided to take this slow. Gambit had been near death when he had found him on the ice. It actually amazed him that Gambit was recovering this quickly. "I don' understan’," Remy muttered. "Of course you don't," Magneto replied and inclined his head. "I tried hard to keep this base secret." And he wasn't going to give up its location now. Gambit didn't need to know its exact location. He had doubted his decision to help the young mutant, but had found it impossible to turn his back on Gambit. "Base?" "Are you going to repeat every word I say?" Magneto said and pulled up a chair. The look on Gambit's face was hard to decipher, but his instincts told him the young man was clinging to too many secrets for his own good. "I'm no cook either, but this will have to do," Magneto said and offered Gambit the soup he had warmed earlier. Speechless, and that was something that didn't happen often, Remy stared at the bowl of soup Magneto had brought along. Steam floated through the room and he craved feeling that hot liquid running through his throat. As Remy moved his hands underneath the blanket they stung in pain and he had to seize the action. "Reduced to a nurse," Magneto quipped, smiling weakly at the sight of Gambit's pain filled eyes. Shaking his head he placed the bowl at Remy's lips. "Drink this slowly." He swallowed obediently and coughed as the burning liquid made its way in to his stomach. Never before had he felt anything this warm... "Why are y' doin ’ dis?" Remy asked, trying to recall everything he'd read in Magneto's file. The professor had told them to study it extensively, but Remy had never been good at following orders and had slept late instead. "You're a mutant," Magneto said, placed the empty bowl back on the table and rearranged the blankets. "I protect my kind." It was the truth. Although Charles and he had different opinions in how to help mutants he would never turn his back on a mutant who needed help, even if it was an X-Man. Again he wondered about the feelings flowing through him as he stared in to red on black eyes, so clearly marking Gambit a mutant. He'd fought the X-Men before, even knew Gambit's file, but had never felt attracted to him. His instincts were telling him something odd was going on and that he had to remain extremely vigilant. "Dat simple?" Remy muttered mystified. He'd never thought Magneto would help an X-Man and certainly not him. "Yes," Magneto said with a hint of confusion as something urged him to protect the younger man. He made a mental note to find out what was going on. "But I've got a lot of questions for you to answer." Magneto never expected Gambit to panic at hearing that remark. "Non," Remy objected as fiercely as he could muster. "Not aujourd'hui." That French again, Magneto thought fatigued. Closely observing Gambit he registered the growing anxiety on the man's face and realized with a start that it was also affecting him. The first thing he was going to do was try and get more information on this man. "In English please," Magneto requested as the meaning of the French word eluded him. "Today," Remy whispered and wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep, still unable to believe Magneto had found him in that frozen hell and had cared enough to rescue him. The look the man was giving him caused goose flesh to appear all over his body. "I'm willing to let you rest a little longer. When I found you, you were barely alive," Magneto said, giving in for now. It was apparent Gambit was nervous, perhaps even scared and he didn't want to aggravate him. But... the young man's features were handsome and his eyes compelling. Startled by his line of thought, Magneto recomposed himself. It wasn't like him to feel sexually attracted to a stranger. Was Gambit somehow manipulating him? "Merci," Remy mumbled and closed his eyes again. He sensed Magneto's intensions were genuine and as he drifted off in to this chilly sleep Remy wondered upset whether Magneto had informed the X-Men or not... Magneto halted as he reached the doorway and gave Gambit one last probing look. There was more going on than met the eye and he was going to find out what it was! C:\Program Files\Microsoft Office\Office\Normal.dot Page 1 03/01/00