Disclaimer: All these characters belong to Marvel...yadda yaddda yadda....you
know the drill.Oh yeah...and no profit on my part either!
 
 Author's Note: Some of this takes place in the New Mutants continuity, ya
know...when Doug Ramsey was alive and Kitty Pryde didn't want to get thrown in
with the X-Babies (her name for the New Mutants).  Also..this stories is
ADULT!  So if you're under 18 get outta here while ya can!!!!!
 
 Secret Attraction
 By:Valentino
 
  Muir Island--February 19th--Present
 
  Katherine or Kitty Pryde, Shadowcat of Excalibur, looked at the calendar
with her mouth hanging open..her eyes as big as silver dollars.
 "It can't be..." she gasped.
 But it was...it was February 19th....the one day she'd never forget for her
entire life.
 After all...how can you forget the day you lost your virginity.
 She charged down the hallway.
 I wonder if he remembers....
 No...no he won't because as much as he looks like him....Douglock is NOT
Doug, she thought to herself as she rushed to the Rec Room.
 Douglock sat in front of the t.v...transfixed by all he saw when he heard
Kitty walk in a turned his head.
 "Hello Kitty..."
 "Hello Doug....lock.."  She added the last part slowly as she sat in a chair
near the couch.
 "Ummm....Douglock...."
 "Yes?"  Douglock asked, turning from the t.v  to look at her again.
 "Do...do you...I mean..you have some access to Doug's memories right?"
 "Yes...I can pull up certain moments from the life of  Douglas Ramsey...after
all it was due to his death that I was born at all...why do you ask?"
 Kitty pushed a few loose strands of chestnut hair past her ear as she asked,
"Well...uh..are you..are you aware of the significance of today?"
 Douglock blinked, as if running the question through his circuits, "No...I'm
not pulling up any important information on today's date...February
19th...from Douglas' memories..."
 Kitty scowled," It figures you wouldn't remember.."
 She stalked out and headed back to her room.
 I really shouldn't be mad at him..., she thought, It's not his fault he
doesn't remeber..he's NOT Doug.  He's said that time and time again and yet I
refuse to let that sink in...
  
 She threw herself on her bed and buried herself into her
pillow...remembering...
 
 
  
  X-Mansion-Westchester County, New York---February 19th---Past
 
  Kitty couldn't believe what she had seen.  She just couldn't.  She'd seen
Peter..HER Peter..kissing Callisto of all people..that ugly Morlock that Storm
had defeated all those years ago.
 Why had he kissed her?, she agonized.  What did I do wrong to lose Peter..the
only man I' ve ever loved?
 Kitty ran out of the mansion and into the cold night, the wind whipping past
her as she ran.
 She was running so fast and blindly she didn't see Doug, who was walking back
toward the mansion.
 She ran right smack into him and they both hit the ground.
 "Kitty!"  Doug gasped alarmed as he got up of the ground," Why were
you...what's wrong?"
 She burst into tears then, "Ohh Doug I..I..."
 Her sobs were body racking to the point where she couldn't talk.
 Doug touched her shoulder," Hey..hey shhh...it's okay..look you don't have to
tell me..here."  He helped her up off the ground and started to lead her back
to the mansion.
 "No!  Please..please anywhere but there..." she whimpered through her tears.
 Doug looked around for a place they could go and saw the Professor's dirty
old tool shed.
 "Come on...." he said and took her to it.
 He creaked the old door open and helped her in.
 It was a small shed, filled with old garden tools and a lawnmower.
 "Okay....just relax...then you can tell me what's wrong..but only if you want
to."  He said gently touching her shoulder.
 She let out a sad moan, "Doug..you're so sweet...I just...I saw Peter kissing
Callisto..."
 "Callisto!"  Doug cried alarmed, " Why was he..."
 "I DON'T KNOW!" she wailed loudly, " I don't know..I..I just care so much for
Peter and.."
 "I know you care for Peter...everyone in the world knows that Kitty...I'm
sorry he hurt you...he shouldn't of..he's..he's such a.."  
Doug held his tongue, he knew insulting Peter wouldn't make Kitty feel any
better, instead he sighed and said, 
" I'm sorry."
 "Thank you..you're my friend aren't you Doug..you'd..you'd never hurt me..."
 "Not intentionally, no."
 Kitty let out a cry and dashed into his arms, squeezing him tightly.
 Doug gasped and shuddered at the feel of her small body pressed against his,
her soft head on his shoulder and her breasts crushed against his chest.
 He tried not to groan as he felt himself harden a little.
 This is so embarrassing, he thought.
 He was also disgusted with himself.
 Kitty needed comforting...not a good screw.
 Not that he'd know how...he was a virgin.
 Which was also embarrassing considering how Roberto had always boasted his
sexual triumphs and how you weren't really a man until you had been laid.
 He felt her warm breath caress his shoulder even through his shirt and let a
tiny moan escape his lips.
 How many times had he had dreams similar to this?
 Though he cared very much for Rahne she had never been the star of his sexual
fantasies.
 He couldn't help but regard her as the sort of sisterly type.
 Betsy had been in a few of his wet dreams but it was Kitty who had often come
out on top.  Her smooth peach creme skin and her long, chestnut hair and
matching eyes and those pouty pink lips...always touching him and kissing him.
 When he woke up from those dreams..or left those fantasies he'd often felt
guilty.
 I mean Kitty was his friend..nothing more.
 Besides..she loved Peter.
 Kitty crushed him tighter and he fell out of his thoughts.  He stroked a hand
through her hair, " It'll be all right Kitty...I promise you..."
 "Don't make promises you can't keep...," she gasped, a few more hot tears
squeezing out, " I just wish I knew a way to stop this pain..."
 His lower half grew even harder, causing his heart and blood to pump faster.
His thoughts whispering all sorts of great ideas to help her end her pain.
 "I wish I could help you.."  He replied, trying to command his lower half to
calm down, if he wasn't careful she'd feel his erection soon enough.
 "Hmm...." she whispered, "You smell good...."
 She pulled away enough to look at him, "I wonder if you taste good too...."
 "Kitty?"  Doug asked as she reached up and pulled his head down to her mouth.
 The kiss started awkward, her tongue thrusting into his mouth and him trying
to react, confused by what was happening.
 Slowly they began to match each other's rhythm. 
 Doug's hands pressed hotly against her back, pulling her as close as
possible.
 Doug felt as if he was being electrocuted, his cock becoming painfully hard
as it pressed against the fly of his jeans, desperate for release.
 I can't do this!  He thought alarmed and pushed Kitty away.
 She let out a mewling sound in protest.
 "Don't Stop Doug..." she gasped, her pink lips red and swollen, "I want you
to..."
 "I can't.."  He said in a husky voice neither of them reconized, "You're
upset...you don't know what you're doing..."
 Her eyes narrowed, "I know exactly what I'm doing..."
 "Using me to get back at Peter...well fucking me won't solve anything!" he
hissed
 Kitty felt as if she'd been slapped, his words stinging.
 Doug blinked, suprised by his tone and language. What have I done?  How could
I say that?
 "Kitty...I'm so sorry...I..."
 "Don't apologize...," she whispered, lowering her head, " You're right...I'm
sorry..I just used our friendship...I just...," she blushed, " I just thought
you wanted me..."
 He sighed, looking away from her as he said, " I DO want you.  That's the
problem."
 Her head snapped up," Really?!  You..you want me?"
 "Want you?  How could I not want you?  How could any man not want you?
You're gorgeous Kitty!  You have these..these beautiful, big brown eyes that
light up when you're happy..and this long mass of wavy chestnut hair and...the
perfect little body...," he blushed as he realized he was blubbering, "You're
just really sexy is all."
 She giggled, "I'm sexy?"
 "At least to me you are."  He admitted, shocking himself.
 "But...what about Rahne?  I thought you two had a thing?"
 "Rahne's...really sweet.  And I do enjoy her company..but I don't want her
the way I want you."
 "How do you want me?"  Kitty asked, looking up through her long lashes,
causing him to melt.
 He brushed his fingers over her cheek quickly, "In the worst way possible."
 Kitty felt heat build below her waist at this confession.  He WAS
attractive...with those crystal blue eyes and that golden hair.  And that
voice...that soft, calm voice...like he thought out each word he was going to
use.
 "Doug..have you ever had sex with anybody?"
 "No."  Doug said flatly," You?"
 Kitty laughed," No...I've always been such a good little girl...," she walked
up to him and placed a warm hand on his chest, " But I want to be bad..."
 He gulped, wondering if his erection was visible.
 She kissed him again, her soft lips undoing him.
 He groaned into her mouth, his hands pressing her close to him again.
 Their kiss started off slow but soon became frantic.
 "Doug...oh god Doug I want you..." she gasped against his lips, the heat
between her legs unbearable.
 "Kitty...are you sure?"
 "Yes...oh yes.."  She mummered, kissing his jawline.
 "No regrets?" he asked.
 She sucked his earlobe, causing him to shudder, "None..."
 He pulled her away enough to look into her glazed brown eyes,"I...I don't
really know how to..."
 "We' ll make it up as we go along."  She said, licking her lips gleefully.
 Doug smiled and pulled her against him.
 Her hands explored his back and his golden hair as they kissed, then she
touched his chest, his nipples hardening beneath her fingers.
 He grunted and forced her head closer, needing more of her.
 His hard shaft brushed her thigh and she gasped, pulling away alarmed.
 Doug blushed, "Told you I wanted you."
 Her eyes were wide, "I did that?"
 He nodded.
 She grinned, " I've never done that to anyone before..I've heard of guys
getting those but...I've never given a guy one..."
 "You sure?" he asked with a raised eyebrow, " Cause you've given me one of
these before."
 Her grin broke into a smile," Really?"
 "Yeah.."  He muttered.  His eyes transfixed on her chest.  Her nipples had
hardened and were obvious as they strained against the short, thin strapped
peach dress she wore.
 She followed his eyes and looked down.  She gasped and crossed her arms over
her chest.
 He chuckled, "Guess I'm not the only one aroused here..."
 She turned red and looked down at the floor.
 Doug turned her face up with his fingers and kissed her again.
 Her arms left her chest to wrap around his neck, her hard nipples crushing
against his chest, their clothes hardly a barrier between their aroused
bodies.
 She pushed him away enough to fiddle with the buttons of his shirt, grunting
in frustration as they refused to come undone.
 With a suprising amount of strength she ripped his shirt open, buttons flying
across the shed.
 "Kitty!" he cried, suprised and turned on by her actions.
 She attached herself  to his chest, her tongue and teeth grazing his nipple.
 He groaned, his knees buckling.
 "Kitty..." he moaned, " I can't...stand up any longer..."
 She pulled away and looked up at him, her eyes questioning him as to what
they should do.
 Doug gently took her in his arms and lowered her to the floor, resting
himself on top of her.
 "I'm sorry...I wish the ground was softer...," he looked around," And
cleaner..."
 She smiled slyly as she took strong hold of him and flipped him over so she
was on top.
 "I don't care...," she whispered and lowered her head back to his nipple, her
warm breath running over as she whispered, "long as I get the job done...."
 He let out a tiny moan and dug his fingers into her silky hair.
 She lavished attention on each nipple, while her hands roamed his body.
 She gently rested her left hand over his cock and gently squeezed him.
 He jumped at that and flipped her back over and under him.
 His hands and mouth were impatient as he grabbed the edge of her dress and
pulled it over her head.
 He kissed her shoulders and collarbone, heading down to her breasts which
rested in the cups of her strapless bra.
 Her went to cup them but looked up at her brown eyes first.
 "Please..." she whispered.
 He took a firm hold of them, squeezing and massaging them through her bra.
 She squealed, wiggling beneath him.
 "That...that feels so good..." she moaned.
 He lifted her up enough to undo the clasp and pulled away her bra.
 She felt the cold air brush past her and gasped, her arms covering her chest
again.
 He ran a soft hand over her arm," You don't have to let me see Kitty...but I
might just make you feel even better if you pull you're arms away."
 Her eyebrows knit together as she thought about this.  Slowly she pulled her
arms away, "O..Okay Doug...I trust you."
 Doug smiled and ran his thumb over her nipple.
 She yelped in shock and pleasure as the bud grew tighter than before.
 "So beautiful..." he mumered as he took the nipple in his mouth, sucking her
gently.
 "OH!  Doug..." she moaned, squeezing her eyes shut as he suckled her.
 His mouth began to tug almost painfully but all it did was pull stronger
moans from her.
 He ran a soft hand over her belly as he brushed his fingers in between her
thighs.
 She gasped, and giggled a bit at his ticklish touch to her inner thigh, then
he went higher.
 She felt his finger brush her clitoris through her silk panties and let out a
twisted gasp/moan.  She closed her thighs tightly on his hand, trapping him.
 He pulled away from her right nipple to look down at his hand crushed between
her thighs, " I'm sorry...maybe that was a bit fast...I do need my hand
though."
 She turned red and open her legs, releasing his hand, " I'm so
embarrassed...."
 "It's alright..you're as new at this as I am..I don't want to make you feel
uncomfortable."
 "It...it didn't feel bad...it felt good.  I just don't think I'm ready to.."
 "Shh...no need to explain."  He said and kissed her.
 They rolled over agian, and she rested her head on his chest a moment before
pulling up to reach his pants.
 She undid the top button and unzipped him, pulling the jeans past his legs
quickly.
 She look at him with uncertainty as she cupped his shaft.
 He sucked in a breath, his hips jumping a little.
 She guessed his reaction to be pleasure and squeezed him again.
 "Oh god...Kitty..." he moaned.
 She smiled, enjoying her newfound power over him and removed his pants to see
his cock stand up and at attention.
 "Whoa..." she gasped, staring at it.
 She'd never seen one before..at least not up close.  It was so...big.
 She reached out and gently rushed her fingers past it.
 Doug gasped, "Yes.."
 She gently took the rod of flesh in her hands, marveling over how soft it
was.
 She ran her hands and fingers up and down him.
 He groaned and felt his hips rise off the floor every now and then.
 "Kitty...god..yes..that feels...." he gasped, unsure how much more he could
take.  Her hands, though tentative and unsure, were ripping violent sensations
out of him.  Beating every wet dream and sexual fantasy he had had about her
to oblivion.
 He grunted and sat up, and pulled her head to his lips, maneuvering her
beneath him again.
 His eyes were dark as he pulled off her underwear.
 She felt her stomach tightened, feeling self-conscious under his gaze.  She'd
never let anyone see her naked before.  Not even Peter.
 His eyes were locked with hers as his fingers once again glided up her thigh
and dipped into her moist heat.
 She gasped as his fingers stroked her quickly before she could clamp her legs
together on him again.
 "DOUG!" she cried out, the sensation of his fingers on her sensitive flesh
tearing through her.
 He ran his fingers through her quickly, desperate to hear her scream out in
pleasure.
 Her juices flowed like water, her body trembling.
 She kept moaning and squealing under his touch.
 "Doug...I can't..I feel..I...I...ohhhh....harder...deeeper..please..." she
whimpered as he ran his fingers up and down her clitoris.
 He pulled his hand away and she let out a melted moan of disappointment.
 He eased himself between her legs, prepared to enter her, when an idea came
to him.
 He'd remembered hearing Roberto talk about a certain action that drove one of
his many sexual partners wild.
 Doug wondered whether or not he should do it.
 What if she gets disgusted with me, he wondered.
 Well...she did say make up as we go along..., he thought and rested his hands
on her hips, pushing her to the floor.
 Kitty's eyebrows pulled together in confusion.
 What is he doing down there?
 Suddenly she got her answer as his tongue drove into her heat.
 "DOUG!" she screamed and felt her hips buck, but his hands holding her down.
 He licked her, drinking her juices.
 She withered beneath him.
 Unable to think or speak....only feel.
 His tongue trailed up and down her clitoris, sucking it.
 "Doug..I'm...I'm....YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!" she screeched as she felt her
first orgasm rip her open.
 He pressed his mouth closer to her, driving her mad with pleasure.
 At last she fell back down from the edge.
 "Where....where..." she gasped.
 "I over heard Roberto telling Sam he'd done this to some girl..."
 "That was amazing...." she said on a breath, her eyes circling the room.
 He prepared to enter her agian when she smiled cattily and took a hold of his
shoulders.
 "Not yet...ya know I' ve heard sexual tips too...from Storm to Psylocke...you
can't get any better than that...." she muttered and forced him under her.
 "We've been flipping roles a lot lately..." he mummered as she mounted him
again.
 She closed her eyes for a moment.
 Can I do this?  She wondered.
 She looked at him and smiled.
 Yes, I can.
 She took his shaft in her mouth.
 "KITTTTTTYYYY!!!!" he cried out, unprepared for the onslaught of her toungue
agianst his shaft.  She sucked him hard, her tongue brushing over his head.
 He grunted loudly, unable to keep his hips from thrusting up, forcing himself
deeper in her mouth.
 She fought her gag reflex and deep throated him.
 "KITTY!  I'm...I'm gonna....so close ta...." he cried, feeling himself about
to cum in her mouth.
 He dug his fingers in her hair and pulled her off.
 He didn't say a word, too aroused to speak, as he rolled her over onto her
back and prepared to thrust into her.
 Then he remembered she was a virgin.
 "Kitty....give me your hands..."
 Kitty did as he asked.
 He rested them on his back," Now...this may hurt a little...so when the pain
comes...just dig your fingernails into me...I don't mind..."
 "Pain?, " she asked, her eyes trying to hold back fear, " Will it hurt much?"
 He shook his head, " No...I think it only lasts a second...."
 "Okay...I told you I trust you..." she said and waited, preparing fro the
pain.
 He drove deep into her fast, smashing through her maiden head.
 She screamed at the flash of pain, her nails plunging into his back, pulling
blood.
 He rested atop her and they stayed silent for a moment.
 Kitty blinked, the pain over.
 "Is...is that it?" she asked, wondering if that was all there was to sex.
 "I don't know...I think there's more to it..." he muttered hoarsely and
pulled up a bit.
 Kitty gasped.
 "What?"  Doug asked alarmed.
 "Move again..." she whispered.
 He slowly moved out more, then back in.
 They both gasped.
 Doug repeated the action, but this time Kitty thrust her hips up to meet his.
 "Unng..." Doug groaned aloud.
 Slowly they began to repeat the action over and over, his hips moving up and
down, his shaft pulling in and out of her, her hips meeting him each time.
 They moved unsure at first..but soon they grabbed and rhythm and they both
began to feel their blood race.
 "Ohhhhhhhhh...uhhhhhhhhhh...Doug..."  Kitty whimpered, her hands racing up
and down his back.
 "Kitty...ohhh..Kitty..." he gasped.
 Her nails soon began to make claw marks down his back as their tempo
increased.
 Soon they were both letting out strangled cries, their bodies beginning to
perspire as they moved faster and faster.
 "Doug...oh Doug..I...I feel it...I...I wanted...I want ALL of you...inside
me..please..." she begged as their slick skin slapped together.
 "God...Kitty..you're so..hot...an...tight...and...wet..." he grunted as he
went faster then he thought was possible.
 Her body slammed against the dirty ground harshly as he pumped in and out of
her.
 "Doug...more...deeper...," she clutched a hand on his ass, forcing him in
deeper.
 "DOOOUG!!" she screamed as she came.
 Her already tight body clamping down painfully hard on his cock caused him to
cum as well.
 
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 Kitty blinked, her body crushed beneath Doug's.
 All she could hear was their breaths coming rushed and mingled.
 "Kitty...how..." he said in a croak.
 "Fine...wonderful...you?"
 "Never better...you know...I've always kinda had a crush on you..." he
laughed.
 She smiled, a blush on her cheeks, " I guess we have a secret attraction...."
 
 
  Muir Island----February 19th-----Present.
 Kitty woke slowly.
 I guess I fell asleep, she thought and looked at the calendar.
 She couldn't believe it...she'd actually dreamed a memory.
 She smiled, remembering the night she and Doug had lost their virginity to
each other in the Professor's dirty old tool shed.
 She felt a tiny tear trickle down her face.
 Now Doug was dead....
 And the closest thing to him didn't remember.
 She looked out her window and at the stars.
 Doug...if you can hear me...thank you...thank you for being the first..., she
let out a small sob, more tears coming when she heard her door open.
 "Kitty...."
 Kitty turned to see Douglock.
 His face  and his eyes sad, but a small smile beneath  "I remember...."
 Kitty smiled and rushed to his arms, hugging him.
 
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