I'm bored, I haven't gotten any mail in the past three hours, time to post
some stuff.

This is a song written from the POV of Mari Washio, my alternate-universe
"what if Ken was a woman?" G-1 from "Target: Gatchaman," after the Black
Hole Operation. Those of you who are so inclined can also interpret the
singer to be Ken.

Mari's Song    The Words Unspoken

So many times
I lie awake at night
Wondering how I could have done things
Differently
Could I have saved you?
Could I have stopped you
>From meeting your fate alone?

So many times
I lie awake at night
Wondering how things would be different
If you were still here
I could have loved you
I could have loved you
Now, with the peace
But there's no peace for me
Since you went on and left me behind.

When we were young
Vows we swore together
When we were young
We said we'd die together
But you were ahead of me
Always ahead of me
And now I'm left here alone.

*   It should have been me
     It should have been me
     My responsibility
     It was my duty.
     If someone had to die
     I'd rather it be I
     But you went on and left me behind.

So many times
I longed so for peace
So fervently
Wished for the evil to cease
Well, this may sound like heresy
A side of me that no one sees
But I'd have back the war
If I could have you back with me.

Repeat *

So many times
I dreamed of a day
When we would have peace
And when I could say,
"Now I can love you,
now I can love you"
But you took that away
And now I'm left here wondering
If I had said
when you still were alive
That I would love you
Would you have stayed?                  
Or would you still have died?